Danny k Libel 10A, hour 2 Defining moment essay 22, sept, 2015 I was Machine For the most part everyone is born the same. You know big eyes, maybe a little hair, and a brain like everyone else. I was different. They thought I was like everybody else. Innocent in the same way, they will learn otherwise soon enough. From what I know I was about 3 years old. I was experiencing signs of multiple mental illnesses, but my parents were too oblivious to know. I was a machine, I would go through the motions, my toys lined up back to front like a robot constructing another machine I was programed for one task. They say a regular child looks at the forest and they see the forest, but a child with a mental problem see’s every branch, every leaf, and every …show more content…
creature living there, like a machine. Eventually I started to move backwards. My speech became backwards and incomprehensible, I would twitch and cry because no one understood what I needed.
You could say I was malfunctioning, broken beyond proper use. My parents brought me to a doctor and I was diagnosed with as burgers syndrome, they said I would never talk more than how I did, they said I would never function very well and I would have to live with service from helpers or my parents. I was machine. Heartbroken my parents set up therapy for me and broke the news to my family. My grandparents were in a state of denial and said things like “He’s a good boy!” or “he’s not retarded!” (I realize this is not politically correct but unfortunately those were the words). It was really hard for me; they said that along with my mental illness they said I was very sick with pneumonia. Along with my malfunctions I have a virus. With all this my sister was born adding more drama to the time. Luckily she was made with the correct blue prints. After the sickness was overcame my parents found a woman that would change my life forever. Her name was Monna and she was very experienced with broken machines like me. She came to my house and I feared her (like many other people even my own family). She was calm asking me questions. Most I was unwilling to answer I was too consumed by fear.
Soon she took me to her school at the age of three; her goal was to rebuild me. The day I went to school was a horrifying day. My parents abandoning me at this place. Surrounded by machines in the same condition I was. Some even worse. But it was not what it seemed, after a while I adapted to this factory. It was now that the malfunctions started to get repaired, I was getting better as the days went on. The static that was my speech was tuned in to an actual channel, my twitching recovered very well. Soon I got to go to school with kids my age I understood them, and they understood me this is a major upgrade. I still had to have therapy one in a while, but the significance of it became less than before. I actually made friends! Before now my only friends were two kids across the street. This all got changed around in the year 2006. We were moving. This brought the malfunctions back, these were different malfunctions though. They were out of anger rather than fear or confusion. Everything I knew was here and I didn’t want to leave it. Unfortunately I had no choice I left my only home and began anew. I was in kindergarten when I moved to cold spring, the nervousness was overpowering, having to go to school in a brand new town with brand new people. It scared me. Luckily the people there were very welcoming, from what I remember I had no problem making friends and expanding my horizons. As the years passed I grew to new heights. My upgrades becoming more frequent and significant as they go on. Now I’m here. I’ve gotten more updates to my systems, I have more friends than I could ever ask for and I have exceeded what was ever expected of me they day of that diagnosis. I will always have my flaws though. My servos snap and twitch a deep subconscious itch something to remind me of my violent life before (muse of discord). I will never be 100% like everyone else. I guess I could quit denying it. I am machine. Note: the poetry in this essay was inspired by I am machine by Three days Grace, and Foxy’s tale by Muse of Discord.
In our world, there are people who judge mostly on everything or anyone. Living in a world which people judge on people’s appearance is an unfair judgment towards the person due to the fact of not knowing who that person is. That’s why segregation was a huge part in history during the pasting of the Civil Act of 1964. The definition of segregation is the enforced separation of different racial groups in a country, community, or establishment. During the segregation it was basically a battle between the white people and the black people. This battle made it where at the point blacks had their own school and the whites had their own school, so they wouldn’t have to be near each other during this time. The story “Battle Royal” is a story that can relate towards segregation. In the story “Battle
ASD individuals may find it hard to communicate and socialize with others around them. However, because each child is unique, they have their own unique abilities and ways of responding to new experiences. Other issues children with ASD have include; anxiety, sleeping problems, and learning disabilities. Those who are diagnosed with ASD or any other disability are usually judged and bullied. In the documentary Violet’s mother says she is afraid of her child being labeled and underestimated because she is diagnosed with autism. A child’s disability can also affect their family members. Family members may have a difficult time understanding and getting to know the autistic child in order to provide for them. They struggle to find interventions such as treatment and therapy for them, the right medical care, and trying learn to cope with all this. At times parents and caregivers can also feel stressed or irritated knowing they have to fulfill all of the child’s needs. Siblings on the other hand, may find it unfair that the autistic child gets the most attention and
Alexander Stephens was the vice president of the Confederate states of America during the civil war (1861-1865) and he is the one who gave the famous speech known as “the Cornerstone Speech” where he stated openly the ideas on which the new government was founded: the supremacy of whites over blacks. Stephens played an important role in drafting the new constitution and he had the opportunity to present the new form of government in the speech that took place in Savannah on March 21, 1861.
One of the greatest leaders in Americas history, Martin Luther King Junior was born, on January 15, 1929. He had a lot of great achievement's throughout his life.
begun to question their parenting abilities, and this allowed them to shift the blame from themselves. On the other hand, they had a very limited understanding of mental illness. In particular, the concept of mental illness itself was not something they were terribly familiar with. For my parents, problems of the mind were problems that existed within the scope of personal will power.
... or angry all the time and was no longer sleeping all day. I didn’t mind being around people, and my friends and family commented on my more frequent laughing and smiling. I felt like a completely new person. As it did develop later on in my life I was grateful to have a father who was supportive and understood exactly what I was going through. He explained to me what he went through and I found we could relate over more than I had originally thought. He helped me through my medication and my mood swings and talked to me about my therapy. He understood.
Today is our first day of being the leaders, doers, and problem solvers of the future. Those who persevere, who give it their all and approach each day with optimism will ultimately meet success and happiness. Of course, there will be many a failure on that windy road of life, but with dedication, we can do anything and make any dream come true. But, as we grow older and encounter success, we must not forget those who have had it rough, whose lives may have hit some potholes on the way, and we must take care of those who need a helping hand. As each of us leaves our mark on the world, be generous and be happy, and always remember the good times, good friends, and lessons learned at Marefat.
It had come to the attention of my family that I had some sort of psychological problem and something had to be done. I was always labeled as a shy and quiet kid, and like my family I had thought nothing more of my behavior. However, now it had become something more obvious. I had told my parents the kinds of problems I was having. Basically I didn't want to talk to anyone or to be anywhere near anyone I didn't know. I didn't really want to leave my house for any reason for fear that I might have to talk to someone. I was so critical and scrutinizing in relation to myself that I couldn't even enter into a conversation. Everyone seems to have a part of themselves that lends itself to thoughts of pessimism and failure, but mine was something that was in the forefront of my mind at all times. Something telling me that everything I did was a failure, and that anything I ever did would not succeed. Through discussion with my family it was decided that I should move out of my parents house to a place where I could find treatment and get a job. I was to reside with my sister Lisa, her partner Brynn, and their Saint Bernard in Greensboro.
When I was chosen to speak tonight, I thought that as a track athlete it would be appropriate to compare life to a race. Life is a race, a race to each milestone in our lives.
Good evening parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, siblings, and friends. I would like to thank you all for coming to this very special day. I know how proud you must be. As we have grown over the years, there are many stages we all have gone through. From learning our shapes and colors, to getting our first kiss in middle school, or how about explaining to our parents why we skipped school because the principal called home. As we remember these days, things that we've done will be with us forever. But this is only the start of our journey. The day has come where we say goodbye to the big yellow buses, assemblies, assigned seating, and attendance policies. Are you really gonna miss it? For some of us maybe not right away. But eventually we will so for us to be here it is not necessarily an achievement, but a privilege. All of us have been in school over half our lives. To graduate is one more step we've taken in our lives.
Henry Adams once wrote "A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops." This is so true, every teacher here has taught us much more than the textbook curriculum. Every teacher here tonight has given us students something we will use or remember for the rest of our lives. I really don't think people understand or appreciate the time and effort our teachers have put into us. So tonight I'm not going to give everyone advice on the future, I'm not going to tell you how life is a journey we've just begun, and I'm not going to brag about how great the class of 2006 is. Since we have eight outstanding Valedictorians this year, I'm sure all of those bases are already covered. So instead, I'm going to take a few minutes here to thank some of the teachers and staff that have made a difference in my own life, and by doing so I hope that everybody present tonight will see how important each and every teacher and staff member is at Amos High School.
Ok, its 12:15 and I just walked into my house from seeing a movie with three of my best friends and I have to write this speech. A speech that’s suppose to inspire all of you, and tell you how the future has so much to hold for the class of 2015, how the possibilities are endless. Right now I’m probably standing in the front of the class and supposed to be addressing all of you as “fellow graduates, or to the class of 15’”. But that’s not what I’m going to do. I put this off as I do with the majority of my work thinking I would just write something everyone expects to hear, but instead I wrote this.
Many people believe that leadership is simply being the first, biggest or most powerful. Leadership in organizations has a different and more meaningful definition. A leader is someone who sets direction in an effort or task and influences or motivates people to follow that direction. The power point presentation explains leadership is the influence that particular individuals exert on the goal achievement of others in an organizational context.
When I went to bed around 11 o’clock, I was crying, like I usually did, but this time was different. I couldn’t fall asleep and my cries got heavier. I began hyperventilating, which soon woke my little sister, who was sleeping in the bed above mine. She called out to see if I was ok, but I was unable to respond. She ran down the hall to my parents room and told them that something was wrong with me. My parents ran to my bedroom, which awakened my whole family. My mom was yelling at me to respond, but I couldn’t. I was paralyzed. There I was sitting in a ball on my bed, hyperventilating uncontrollably, with my family standing in a circle around me. They had no idea what was going on, and there was no way for me to tell them. My mom crawled into bed with me and the two of us just laid there. She was silent, just listening to my deep, powerful sobs. It took a long time for me to calm down. It had been 5 hours since I first went to bed. Around 4 o’clock was the time I was able to sit up and answer my mom’s questions with one word answers. we talked the rest of the morning, and I told her all about what had been happening for the past 7 months, except I left out the part about being suicidal. I couldn’t bear to tell my mom how bad I was, and that I never told her before.
Everybody has a moment or two in their life that they will remember forever in perfect detail. For me the moments that I will remember for as long as I live are the times when, I was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease, and tore my anterior cruciate ligament, or better known as ACL.