8th Grade Graduation Speech

Wow, it's already that time. All the high schools have pretty much ended they're years. Next up is us (8th graders). It's time for us to move on to be a freshmen at whatever high school that decided to let us in. 

We get to have a ceremony, which I'd love to attend with everyone. Cry and smile as we remember all the moments we shared together.  Now don't get me wrong, I wouldn't cry because we're leaving middle school, no I would be crying because it's the last time we'll really be all together. We're all going to different high schools, we'll some people are. I know I'm going to be alone :/ sadly but oh well. 

Now this whole graduating idea would be making me smile, but actually, the closer it comes the more I hate myself. Why? Because I

won't be going, I believe I am graduating but not walking across the stage. The idea of having to wear a dress and feel like thousands of eyes are on me? I'd prefer not too. To start off, I hate dresses and a skirt wouldn't seem fitting for me either. Next would be the action of walking up to the stage while parents look at me, it makes me so uncomfortable to even think about it. As I type this, I feel sad that I won't be going but I also feel the sensation of vomiting because of my nerves. 

What will I be doing instead? Sitting at home, regretting I didn't go and probably crying. There is something I was thinking of doing though, I have been thinking of going to watch my old friends graduate. The thing is, they probably no longer remember me or care. Quick time out from this sad moment though, can I just say, never let a sad song come on while your writing something that's sad to you. Ok back to the point. 

So I might just stay here and watch everyone graduate, hopefully. I'll watch you guys from the crowd or something. I hope that's a great day for everyone... have fun.