You Are Ugly Seline Dozier Analysis

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“You’re ugly. You’re fat. You’re weird. You’re retarded. You’re a hoe.” Over and over again, Seline Dozier, a 19 year old girl living in Rhode Island has to hear the words; you’re a hoe. When I asked her how she felt when people called her such a promiscuous word, she said, “I feel sad and worthless.”. All her life she has been treated worthless and has been abandoned, which has scarred her in a way that she has to look for love in the wrong people. She’s not the only one. There are girls all around the world that experience loneliness every single day and have tried to hurt themselves. There has been a global understanding that if women beg for male attention, then they have “daddy issues” but no one seems to really understand the importance …show more content…

Her mom and her cousin, Nina, who she considers to be her role model, were the only ones that knew about the cutting. “Some people cut because they feel desperate for relief from bad feelings….Some people cut to express strong feelings of rage, sorrow, rejection, desperation, longing, or emptiness….Or their coping skills may be overpowered by emotions that are too intense. When emotions don't get expressed in a healthy way, tension can build up — sometimes to a point where it seems almost unbearable… People who cut sometimes say they feel they don't fit in or that no one understands them…..Cutting might seem like the only way to find relief or express personal pain over relationships or rejection.”, says KidsHealth - the Web's Most Visited Site about Children's Health by The Nemours Foundation. All of the rejection, bullying, and verbal abuse just hurt too much. She wanted to direct the pain physically instead of mentally. Seline just wanted the voices in her head saying, “You’re ugly. You’re fat. You’re a hoe…” to be gone, even if it was for a little while. In her junior year of high school, someone who she identifies as a really good person taught her that she was a beautiful person and that she did not deserve any of the pain. After she finished her cutting phase, she began to starve herself in 2013, her wall of insecurities getting higher. When a girl develops an eating disorder, it usually means that she feels like because everything has gone so wrong in her life, she needs to find something else to control. I asked her, “Why?”, and all she could say was, “I was just a really depressed

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