Why I Fall So Important To Me?

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At some point in many of our lives we get to a point where we fall and we feel like there is no rise for us or there is nothing more for us to continue. As a little girl the options and choices for my life were numbered and limited. I didn’t get to pick my own path or the things my path brought along. I believe that with every fall we choose to pick ourselves up and keep moving forward to become stronger than we’ve been before. After a fall you begin to see things from a different perspective, for you to choose how it will turn out and how you will let it define who you are as a person. However, in having this belief it helps you to clear away your scars, and/or bruises that haven’t yet healed or have kept you from moving forward in life, …show more content…

As I have gotten older I realize now that with the things that happened to me does not define who I am, or who I want to become. In my life I have fallen to the point of giving up, because of the things that has been done to me. But I realize who I am in Jesus Christ and what happened to me is no more. Yes, the scars and the bruises that have not yet healed may still show, but they will not hold me back nor define who I am or who I want to become. From establishing this belief, family and friends have questioned my belief by asking, how can you move forward or dust away the pain that has been left on you like it didn’t happen? Because it did happen, I don’t want to stay 30ft behind my goals and future. I want to be the person who everyone looks at and can say she is going places, she is strong, brave, and independent. How do you plan to do that? You ask, for you to understand you’d have to have been where I have been walked through what I have gone through and seen what I have seen. I have learned to adapt from what I have gone through to see what needs to be changed and how I can heal myself. To see things for what they will become, not for what they …show more content…

I may fall but I will have to pick myself back up, start from where I ended and do it all over again. You may see me fall, but you will NEVER see me struggle. I do question myself, “Why do I continue to move on? Why do people treat me the way they do?” I don't give up because becoming who I want to be is too important to be constantly worried about what people think of me, I will not become successful if I am too busy worried about how others will think of me. I will not be successful if I keep my head in the past, and my feet moving forward, every inch and aching bone in my body has to be together. I have to trust that there is still purpose alone for me, I have to tell myself that what has been done to me is part of God’s perfect plan for my life.I have to trust that God has everything under control. I have to trust that with people laughing at me or people telling me that I cannot do things, is what will push me to do the unthinkable. I have to do this to become a person where they are looking at me in my eyes listening to my story, and asking me for help on how to get to where I am today. In the end it doesn’t matter how they think of me, it matters what they see in me, and if they can’t see God through, me than I have failed at everything in my life. I have failed at being an earthly daughter, at being a student, at being a good friend, but most

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