Why Am I Depressing You Already?

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Am I Depressing You Already?
Reading information without an understanding, without an emotion, a thought, or a clue of what is happening. Depression is when your entire mind and your body shuts down. It is when you fail your body. It is when you can no longer feel. No longer feel love, joy, or sadness. No longer remember the memories you once had with your loved ones. Depression is when you are at a level where everything in your body shuts down, especially your mind. The only feeling you are capable of feeling is frustration. Frustrated you are a loser, frustrated you cannot understand simple math, frustrated at yourself for no apparent reason at all. Depression is when you cry three times a day, hoping these tears will provide you with answers. Crying to make yourself feel better when all you feel is frustration. …show more content…

You hope to tell yourself that you are important, that you are worth it. But then again, you are not in control of your body. Your body is in the hands of another, in the mind of another. You want to escape this wretched state, but you cannot. You believe this is the only future, the future held for you.
When you are in depression, you feel hopeless. You feel life is not worth living, that you live to experience the same, mundane routine every day. You feel your individuality is stripped right out of your hand. Depression is when you no longer love yourself, when you no longer love your body, when you no longer love the people surrounding you. It is when your life is preoccupied by negativity. It is when you chase away even the people you loved the most: your parents, your loved one, your siblings, your friends. Everyone’s, even those who you once cherished, irritate

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