Summary Of C. S. Lewis A Grief Observed

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Grief is one of the most unfortunate inevitabilities of humankind. Everyone reaches a point in their life during which someone close to them dies, and it is only a matter of time before we, too, experience this fate. Holding such a prevalent place in society, it comes as no surprise that loss and mourning are often written about in a variety of contexts. One of the most well-known grief narratives published to date is that which C. S. Lewis wrote following the death of his wife. Originally published under a pseudonym to avoid recognition, A Grief Observed is an incredibly intimate piece of literature that explores the interplay of grief amidst the death of a spouse and how that changes one’s relationship with the self, with others, and with …show more content…

Lewis believes that his mere presence causes other married couples to consider their own mortality, saying “Whenever I meet a happily married pair I can feel them both thinking, ‘One of us must some day be as he is now’” (Lewis 9). He brings a new sort of weight into interactions that were not present before. It forces those around him to reconsider their own lives and relationships, which can be an incredibly burdensome role. One aspect of mourning in relation to others that is mentioned in A Grief Observed is shame. This is often misattributed as, or misconstrued to be, guilt, though the difference between the two phenomena is stark. Dr. Unal describes guilt as the perceived failure to conform to one’s expectations for themselves, while shame is the failure to meet the expectations that one believes have been thrust upon them by others (Loss Across Time and Cultures 13:30). The social pressure to keep grief silent and unseen by one’s surrounding humans is the perfect environment for shame to flourish. Knowing this, and knowing that Lewis’ culture highlights the importance of dealing with issues alone, the feelings of embarrassment that he experiences around others, is completely …show more content…

Niemeyer, it is argued that “[t]o protect ourselves from the pain and restore the order, security, and predictability we felt in our lives, we strive to find reasons for what has happened” (Gillies and Niemeyer 37). Part of this search for meaning or reason is blame. It is natural to feel anger, and when there is nobody at which to direct it, God often becomes a substitute. This is the case, at least partially, for Lewis. He turns his frustration towards God, expressing that he cannot understand why a deity that is supposed to be benevolent would make this happen to someone so good. Although he does eventually restore his own trust in faith, it is morbidly fascinating to watch Davidman’s death force Lewis to reconsider one of the strongest tenets of his belief. Death is a vehicle for change, both internal and external. A Grief Observed exemplifies both circumstances. Lewis goes through a variety of internal changes; reexamining and redefining what God and his faith mean to him, allowing his relationship with and view of himself to change, and accepting the mental reframing of his relationship with Davidman are chief among these. Externally, Lewis must come to terms with the changing of his relationship with everyone around

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