Nilda

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“Nilda” demonstrates the ugly nature of love, the complexity of relationships, and the factors that cause relationships to fail in their development. The story is written in a crude and graphic manner in order to illustrate the fact that love can lack beauty. The story is written in a third person point of view which allows the author to shows the relationship from an outside perspective looking in and how although they seem very complex there is often a simplicity that exists in the most complex of relationships. I believe the lack of development of a real relationship between Rafa and Nilda results due to a combination of the differing needs that they bring to the relationship as well as several outside factors that contribute to an environment …show more content…

She refuses to recognize her self-worth and dignity in the way in which she interacts and behaves around Rafa. She continually allows herself to keep believing that she will eventually have a meaningful emotional and physical connection with Rafa despite substantial evidence that he is uninterested and unwilling to have a relationship of that caliber. I don’t believe that she merely is naïve to the fact that Rafa only desire her sexually. In fact she seems to take a certain pride in the fact that he desires her physically. Near the middle of the story Rafa fingers her on the bus and Nilda acts high and mighty the rest of the day because she feels that this kind of attention makes her feel validated. “You couldn’t get anywhere near Nilda for the rest of the day. She had her hair pulled back and was glorious with triumph.” …show more content…

The most basic influences are the families of both Nilda and Rafa. Nilda’s family being neglectful and having little influence upon her life in any way has a very negative effect upon her ability to develop meaningful relationships. “Nilda was different. She was brown trash. Her mom was a mean-ass drunk and always running around South Amboy with her white boyfriends-which is a long way of saying Nilda could hang and, man, did she ever.” (886). Much of Nilda’s inability to recognize her self-worth is the result of her having been neglected by her family and continually told that she had little worth in who she was as a person. Due to this neglect she often acts and is very promiscuous in her behavior in order to gain the attention that she always desired from her parents. Although the “love” that she received from those with whom she had relations was never enough to match the love lacking within her family. All of these relationships never resulted in enough love for Nilda to feel as though she had meaning other than in her use as a physical object by those that had relations with her. She also has a negative self-image as a result of her abuse and neglect as a child. This negative self-image developed early in life and as she continually is mistreated by those that she has relationships within her life only becomes worse. Many people are able to recognize her insecurity and as a result

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