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Eman Zaheer Personal Metaphor
The deafening sounds of gun shots filled the air only to be united with the shrilling sound of a scream I couldn’t decipher as my own or another’s. Bullets are shot towards a man I have never known, my ammunition being my only friends to help me through a dark war of death. Fighting for so long, it’s almost impossible a time where I haven’t wanted to wave my white flag, to surrender, and to give up. Yet, through the injuries and the white tears I fight in this war, as I go through my path through life. My life is a war, of lifeless bodies and the triumphant victories.
A gun set in my hands and ammo at my side. At war with weapons, my ammo are my friends keeping me alive through seemingly impossible scenarios.
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My mind was in an endless trance of tapping my foot against my chair, making the desk creek like an old rocking chair.
The clock’s ceaseless ticking went on key with the groaning of the fan. The room lit only by a faint light of a window and the glow of a laptop. My head groaned in pain along with the loud hum of the computer. My eyes slowly moved from word to word, studying every crevice in the lines. My hands moved without thought, calculating each problem in every way possible. My hands moved in robotics motions only to be accompanied my gears in my head shifting to thinking about how badly I was going to fail this midterm.
My mind spun into disaster, my brain suffocating me of oxygen and yelling that I was a disappointment. My stomach churned making my throat an acidic wasteland making my voice to vanish into thin air. My eyes stung as hot tears ran down my cheeks, leaving puffs of pink under my eyes.
My phone rang a toon known to me as the sound of my friend calling. I slumped out of my chair and dragged my lifeless feet to the table to get my phone. My hand grabbed the phone and answered regardless of my mind’s tricks. There was a second on silence before a cheerful voice spoke on the other
end “Emaaaaaaan hurry up, we’re outside your house,” she spoke enthusiastically. My mind pounded, screaming at me that if I went I would fail. Yet I grabbed my jacket, wiped my tears and ran downstairs. “Bye!” I yelled to my parents running out the door to the grey SUV up front. The doors opened and I climbed in. The pain and sorrow disappeared seeing my friends smiling and happy to see me. “Hey how’s studying for 7th grade midterms going,” My friend Sibel said emphasizing that she was in eighth grade now. Absolutely terrible I thought, I want to die and I’ve only broken down three times today. “It’s pretty okay,” I mumbled. “I hate midterms, I hope they die in a hole along with me,” Angela said slouching in her seat. Before my mind could stop it, my mouth formed into a smile and laughter found its way through the opening of my mouth. The laughter went through my ears like a soft wind and blew all my worries away. The weight on my stomach vanished along with the acidic wasteland of my throat instead replaced with an overflow joy. My friends joined in with laughter and happiness and saved me from the treacherous sea of anxiety. The rest of the day was a whirlpool of bliss. My worries faded and I enjoyed my day along with my friends away from the jail cell that was studying for my math midterm. Before I knew it I was in my math class ready for the test. Instead of anxiety, I had confidence because of my friends. They became my ammunition, which helped me tackle the enemy of my math midterm. My hands shook, knuckles white clenching my gun. I don’t want to fight anymore I thought what’s the point? I just want to stop, wave my white flag. Why not, at least I won’t die. “I SURRENDER!” I yelled without hesitation. I laid under the covers of my bed, feeling nothing on the inside. My eyes stared at the photo, blank on what to think. The light emitted from my phone burned into my eyes. What do I even feel I thought am I angry or sad? Pathetic, that’s what I am, I can’t even figure out my own feelings, no wonder they decided to not invite me. It was only 7 pm but I already wanted to go to sleep and forget all the troubles. I pulled the covers over my head and laid there, waiting for the darkness of sleep to take me over but, it never did, left me to lay there, tortured by my own thoughts. At least do something productive, my mind whined behind closed eyes. My legs swung themselves over the bed and onto the rough carpet, dragging themselves onto the chair in front of my desk. The picture of my friends hanging out, without me on Instagram burned into my brain, causing my eyes to water out of sadness. My heart seared in pain and my cheeks burned as tears flowed down them. Idiot! I thought, really you’re crying now? No wonder they don’t like you. I wiped my tears on my shirt, swiftly as if it had never happened. My hands opened the laptop and went straight to YouTube as if they knew it would make me feel better. My eyes scrolled through the videos on my home everyone making me more morbid, seeing all the friendship and happiness in their eyes. I shut the tab and my put my hands against my head in defeat. Well I had this coming, I thought all my friends always leave for better people, it was too good to last. A sudden sound, I had recognized as one of excitement and happiness rung through my headphones. Only this once, it felt as if it was one of betrayal and sorrow. I answered the skype call unaware of what was about to happen. There was a long silence. “Hi,” I croaked through the desert that was my throat. “Yo,” My friend Angela yelled from the other side. “Heyyy,” Ariana and Mellissa said in union. “Hey,” I mumbled “ So what’re you all doing?” “eh nothing really, I have some family around at my house right now,” Mellissa lied. I guess she thinks I didn’t see the photo before she deleted it I thought. They’re lying to me now! Not only did they not invited me they can’t even man up and tell me! I went with their lies. My cheeks burned with anger and it took all my might not to yell at them. I clenched my fists in anger. My head boiled with rage. My mind came up with a terrible sentence, ones with words that would cut through their skin like knives. To make their stomach drop and leave them speechless. I was torn. Did I want to make my friends ashamed that they didn’t invite me? Or let them think they got away with it? One side of my was screaming to let them know that I felt this way in a kind way, but another wanted to let war loose on them, screaming in tears of anger. They continued to laugh over the skype message and I just sat there, silent, thinking. Just choose my mind yelled. They deserve it, let war loose! But they are your friends so how about a nice paragraph. My mind fought back and forth before both sides had surrendered and I had lost. “uh bye guys!” I said quietly “I’m just going to go to bed.” They replied in a union of bye, aw and see you laters, but all I heard was “Bye you won’t be missed.” I left, flew my white flag of surrender and lost my battle, by staying quiet and not standing up. My commands are yelled from somewhere far off. The blasts of cannons and shots of guns. Adrenaline rushing through my body. Everything blurred. The only thing in focus, my target, the enemy, I win this battle or die trying. I sat there shifting uncomfortably in my seat. I picked up and restacked my papers as if they needed restacking after the fifth time. I wiped my clammy hands on my jeans and readjusted my hair. The opponents sat there with smirks on their faces as if they knew they were going to win no matter what. I am so screwed I thought. The teacher sat down and studied the names behind the clipboard as she made an announcement “this is our first debate, the topic is should parent physically hit children? Go!” The first girl on the other side stood up and coughed, to show her professionalism. She is going to beat us, I thought. Her speech was flawless, every point perfectly stated with stumbling over the words. My teammate stood up quietly, and stated our questions. She didn't seem fazed at all. My stomach twisted into a knot and all the moisture in my mouth vanished. Darn it I thought I knew I should have done more research. “Now that the rebuttal is over it is time for the negative side of the debate, their side is that parents should not hit their children,” Ms. Moncriffe said. My partner stood up, confident and stated his facts, ending with Ms. Moncriffe scribbling something down in her check board. It probably says failed I imagined. The next speech went faster than I had hoped, again being flawless, with words that flowed over the tongue like a stream. The rebuttal went terrible, I had no questions for them, their speeches were too good. Shoot, it's my turn now, I thought. I stood up, demanding my feet not to shake and my hands not to tremble. My heart pounded, adrenaline rushing through my body. I tapped my fingers against my papers, waiting for my que. You totally got this I thought trying to reassure myself. Ms. Moncriffe pointed towards me and I started, my mind went to fast for my mouth and I stumbled over the first few sentences. Calm down, I thought my heart beats faster than a race horse. I took a deep breathe and read the rest of my speech without hesitation and trouble. I waited patiently for the rebuttal, taking long deep breaths to calm myself. My brain took over. Answering the questions coming at me like darts hitting the target every time. The debate finally ended and I looked over at the class who was now voting. First they had voted for the other team. “Eman and Brady,” Ms. moncriffe shouted. Most of the class raised their hands instantly. “Well we all know who the winner is then,” Ms. Moncriffe said “Eman and Brady.” The class of 20 cheered but to me it felt like a stadium. My mouth formed into a grin and I was overjoyed. I walked back to my seat calmly but in my mind I was skipping with happiness. I fought my battle and won. The cheerful cries of my fellow soldiers as the enemy surrendered. This battle was won, but many more were to come.
Bullets flying through the air right over me, my knees are shaking, and my feet are numb. I see familiar faces all around me dodging the explosives illuminating the air like lightning. Unfortunately, numerous familiar faces seem to disappear into the trenches. I try to run from the noise, but my mind keeps causing me to re-illustrate the painful memories left behind.
BANG, BOOM, BLAM,TAT-A-TAT, TAT. My ears are assaulted with noise, my eyes witness squirting blood a soldier is shot. I observe soldiers blown away by bombs. I see blood that saturates an infantry man. I view maimed men and observe limbs with fragmented bone. I witness militia dead on the ground. I listen to screams, grunts and gurgling blood in a man's windpipe. WHOOSH, flame throwers make a path with flames blazing burning men instantaneously. My eyes reveal the emotion that rips through my heart, tears drip down my cheek. I turn my head. I cannot watch a soldier cradle his buddy as he dies.
It is inevitable when dealing regularly with a subject as brutal as war, that death will occur. Death brings grief for the victim’s loved ones, which William Faulkner depicts accurately and fairly in many of his works, including the short story “Shall Not Perish” and The Unvanquished. While the works differ because of the time (The Unvanquished deals with the Civil War while “Shall Not Perish” takes place during World War II) and the loved ones grieving (The Unvanquished shows the grief of a lover and “Shall Not Perish” shows the grief of families), the pain they all feel is the same.
After an event of large magnitude, it still began to take its toll on the protagonist as they often “carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die” during the war (O’Brien 1187). The travesties that occurred with the brutality of war did not subside and began to affect those involved in a deeply emotional way. The multitude of disastrous happenings influenced the narrator to develop a psychological handicap to death by being “afraid of dying” although being “even more afraid to show it” (O’Brien 1187). The burden caused by the war creates fear inside the protagonist’s mind, yet if he were to display his sense of distress it would cause a deeper fear for those around him, thus making the thought of exposing the fear even more frightening. The emotional battle taking place in the psyche of the narrator is directly repressed by the war.
War can destroy a man both in body and mind for the rest of his life. In “The Sniper,” Liam O’Flaherty suggests the horror of war not only by presenting its physical dangers, but also by showing its psychological effects. We are left to wonder which has the longer lasting effect—the visible physical scars or the ones on the inside?
Poets have often addressed the theme of how soldiers at war long to come back home and return to a normal life in solitude away from the harshness and ruggedness of war. But, what happens once they are back? Are their days as solemn, nights as tranquil as before? Seldom are these questions answered. This poem is of a soldier who is bombarded (no pun intended) with questions about war on his return and the subsequent discomfort that he faces in realizing that his hands have the blood of many foreigners (War Poets). The war changes the identity of an individual, the way he sees himself and those around him. And this blood that every soldier bears is something that water might clear, but the conscience always bears. In order to survive, soldiers have to kill their enemies who in reality are no different than themselves. They are to kill out of force and not out of choice. Once a soldier is back, things are never the same again even if the people and surroundings
Growing up as an only child I made out pretty well. You almost can’t help but be spoiled by your parents in some way. And I must admit that I enjoyed it; my own room, T.V., computer, stereo, all the material possessions that I had. But there was one event in my life that would change the way that I looked at these things and realized that you can’t take these things for granted and that’s not what life is about.
Always stuck in the past and dreading the future she struggled to grasp her own understanding of what she could do to save herself. Now that she was drowning in her own fear she didn’t think that she could possible find a way out. Pause, take a breath and breathe. She looked up, making eye contact with her professor just in time to hear her say that the midterm wasn’t until the next class and that today she would help them prepare. The girl’s heart sunk and flopped down to the pit of her stomach, but she could breathe again. Fear released the vice like grip it had on her mind long enough for her brain to instruct her lungs to fill with air and exhale. The windfalls were calming her down and she could no longer see red. This whole time she was in the throes of her anxiety for nothing at all. The test wasn’t for days and she still had time to prepare. But days from now her body knew that it would be back in the familiar territory of the yellow bile filled land of distress. It was literally only a matter of hours before she would once again be crippled by her own fear of
I am a Dublin kid. I have lived here my entire life. Dublin is a wealthy city; the median income is around $114,000, which is over twice the median income of the state of Ohio (Dublin, Ohio). It is even labeled “The Happiest Suburb in America” (Allan). However, there’s also another name that we’ve given to our community: the Dublin Bubble. It is the idea that kids who have grown up here are sheltered from the “real world”. Although many have debated on the connotation of this term, I believe it is largely negative. The figurative bubble may shield us from harsh realities; however, it can also pave the path for ignorance. As I stand in front of my own peers, I encourage you to take a trip outside of the Dublin Bubble and educate yourself on global issues.
The third maddening buzz of my alarm woke me as I groggily slid out of bed to the shower. It was the start of another routine morning, or so I thought. I took a shower, quarreled with my sister over which clothes she should wear for that day and finished getting myself ready. All of this took a little longer than usual, not a surprise, so we were running late. We hopped into the interior of my sleek, white Thunderbird and made our way to school.
This war-torn land shows nothing but death and the dying. The ground is muddy from the rain, it’s dank and sodden. Up above the trench line is barbed wire and … nothing else. No birds, no animals … no people. A few dead bodies of the brave men going to assassinate the enemy by night fall, but stopped dead in their tracks, they got picked off by the sharpshooters. No! No one ever makes it! Never! There is a constant sound of gun blasts and the sound of explosions from the grenades. The dark is lit up by the flashes of the guns against the silver clouded sky. Nobody dares to look up for more than a few seconds otherwise they will be taken out.
Thumbs Out A girlfriend of mine once defended me to her father by saying, calmly, “Not everyone who wanders is lost.” The dad kicked me out of the house anyway. But the damage had been done. Not everyone who wanders is lost.
Something new and awkward was happening to me taking all my attention. Nevertheless, I tried hard to comfort myself by forcing in a simple sense that it will be all right. But, I couldn’t resist the undeniable feeling of my universe squeezing too much. A feeling that went for so long that I couldn’t remember what came before. A dreadful feeling that was continuously fed with an alarming wish to escape consuming my resistance and leaving me completely exhausted. I didn’t want to surrender, in a final attempt I kicked my legs out straight but nothing happened. I tried to stretch out, to escape to make the suffering stop and merge again with the universe I used to know.“Please stop!”, I closed my eyes firmly yet no sound came out. My mouth was firmly glued by thick layers of mud.… I had no choice but finally relenting.
I was awoken to a loud knock on the door Then all of a sudden we were pushed to the floor They yelled at us and made us pack our bags We were given yellow star shaped tags If we don't get out of here we will die
The house phone started to ring. “We have a house phone?” I questioned myself rubbing my eyes giving off a weary sigh. When did I fall asleep? I headed downstairs and it stopped. Again it rang and I guessed it was on the bottom shelf hence lack of usage. Pulling off the dusty cloth I grasped the telephone and answered.