Personal Narrative: Double Knowledge

Saint Augustine once said, “Lord let me know myself, let me know you.” This simple statement is often referred to as “double knowledge” and is the foundation for growth and development. Like many, I believe that in order for us to strengthen our relationship with God, we must first know ourselves better. The more we are able to understand ourselves-our confidential thoughts, hidden sins, and disordered desires- the more we are able to recognize our need for God’s grace. Many times it is those closest to us who help to aid us in this process. Personally, I found help in my closest friend, Madie. Throughout high school I’ve had a plethora of varied friends and though I have learned countless valuable lessons from each, it is Madie who has taught me the most. I do not exactly recall how it is that we even became friends, only that we instantly clicked -like long lost sisters. She is intense, colorful, full of laughter and still holds a childish charm. I can always count on

We have been friends for years now and I think it is safe to say that we know each other inside and out –flaws and all. Often times we opt out of hanging out with huge groups and are content with just each other. I think that it is important that people do not depend on a massive group of people, but rather just a small number of really close friends. Large groups tend to be where trouble begins and where you seem to lose yourself in the mix of the crowd. She has also taught me how to love myself and be happy with who I am. We are all born with flaws; there is no sense in dwelling on that. We are who we are and we should love our unique selves. Lastly, she has taught me to be confident in myself, whether it is trying a new outfit or applying for a competitive school. You should always be confident in yourself; it makes others believe in