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Morning brought with it heavy rain. Even though it was raining, the funeral wasn't that bad; the man said lovely things about mother. About how it was a tragedy she had died so young, and how she died peacefully in her sleep, but I knew better. I had heard mother screaming that night, I can usually remember everything. Mother likes to call it ‘photographic memory’, but I think something bad must have happened to mother because I can’t remember. I only remember the good things and the okay things; I tend to forget the scary things I don't like. The doctor man calls it ‘coping’. They buried mother under the willow tree, which made me sad; the poor willow tree had seen enough death. Under the willow tree is where daddy killed a man; he did it …show more content…
I went to the back door and moved the potted plant. That stupid b***h hadn’t moved it. I stared at the dumb plant and remembered when she brought it home; she bought some stupid cactus that didn't fit with everything else. I ran my hand over the leaf and relished the faint pain that came with it. I unlocked the door and went straight to her room; where she was asleep. I thought about what I would do next, considering how little she was wearing, but I didn't want to wake the kid. I put my hands around her neck and squeezed, hard. She jerked awake and the fire in her eyes made me lose my grip momentarily. She let out a scream in my lapse of concentration, which I silenced immediately. I watched the life slowly leave her as she flailed and gasped for air. The moment she fell unconscious I dragged her out of the house and towards where the willow tree stood. After a moments’ consideration I undid the swing from its ropes and tied a noose; I put the noose around her neck and tightened the cord. I then locked the back door and drove off. I looked at the blood on my hands from where I cut her wrists by the willow; suddenly a truck came barrelling down the wrong side of the road. In an attempt to avoid the truck I swerved and hit a tree, dying instantly.This year it was a police man who came to talk to me, his name was Teal which reminded me of Scarlet. How silly are all these police people? …show more content…
The sheets felt scratchy like someone used the wrong detergent, and this bothered me. A policeman came in, and said his name was Patrol Officer Periwinkle. He said they had located my Aunt Petunia and I needed to pack some things to go live with her. An hour later I had my hamburger backpack filled with my books and clothes and Mr Bearacus. I knew Mr Bearacus would protect me from anything that might happen with this lady. The car ride was long and boring, and I watched the scenery pass me by. The sky was a happy blue with soft clouds; it didn't feel right because that’s not how I felt inside. I was sad that mother was gone, but the sky was happy. I arrived at ‘ Aunt Petunia’s ’ house, it smelt nice, like gingerbread and rain. She said she was happy to see me, the officer whispered something about having found a possible killer. Her demeanour stiffened, which made me scared. I asked him what killer he was talking about; he said it was about something else and not to worry. So I didn't worry; police men don't lie, right? Auntie says she hopes I’ll be happy here; I hope so
In Chapter one, the narrator vividly relates his mother’s death to the audience, explaining the reasoning behind this amount of detail with the statement, “Your memory is a monster; you forget- it doesn’t.” The author meticulously records every sensory stimulus he received in the moments leading up to and following his mother’s death; demonstrating how this event dramatically altered the course of his young life. Another example of the detailed memory the narrator recounts in this portion of the novel is seen in the passage, “Later, I would remember everything. In revisiting the scene of my
The son’s recollection of the death of his grandfather, brought feelings of remorse and regret that he would not be able to fulfill his promise to his grandmother to name his children after his grandfather. Field (2000) suggested that memories of such death are remembered “in great detail and … that the memory of these deaths and the associated feelings had stayed with them throughout their lives” (p. 282). Mrs. Watts, on the other hand, like any older person, considered death, as a welcomed state. As cited by Field
At Ten P.m on September 23, 2006, my mother Kelli Elizabeth Dicks was hit by a car on Route 146 southbound trying to cross the high speed lane. She was being picked up by a friend. Instead of taking the exit and coming to the other side of the highway, her ride suggested she run across the street. The impact of the car caused her to be thrown 87 feet away from the original impact zone and land in a grassy patch of land, her shoes stayed where she was hit. She was immediately rushed to Rhode Island Hospital where she was treated for serious injuries. When she arrived at the hospital she was rushed into the operating room for an emergency surgery. The amount of injuries she sustained were unbelievable. She broke 18 different bones, lacerated her liver and her spleen, ruptured her bladder, and she collapsed both lungs. When she went in for her emergency operation, and had her
I woke, I started to run, but I couldn't escape, the walls were closing in. I started to hyperventilate. I jolted up, I grabbed my necklace and pressed the pendent, it glowed in the midnight lit room. Brucie was sitting were the board was. She looked annoyed, she told me not to speak with mother, but the lose drove me mad, I had to speak to her again.
“This was the address that my aunt gave me when she called last night” I said with an expression of exasperation. “I’ll message my cousin Roxanne and check with her” I said as we got back into the car and I texted my
The incident in which death occurs can play a crucial part in how the individual overcomes it. In some cases death can leave an individual traumatized and basically mentally paralyzed for a time being after the incident. The way of overcoming death in these individuals would be to accept it. Accepting death is a positive way of coping. Accepting death consist of understanding that death is a part of life, treasuring the moments and growing from the impact that individual had. However, this may become difficult based on how the incident occurs. The story, “My Mother’s Sin” is a prime example of overcoming death. In this story death plays a critical component. However, it is not death who defines a person; it is how the person fights back after death. The mother, Despinio, in this story had a tough time overcoming death. Despinio never accepted fault in her actions. She had smothered her baby
trying to recover her mother 's memory is one of Ms. Trethewey 's other major themes.”
We drove in silence, the only noise being her deep breathing and my short, shallow sighs. I realized just how far I had walked, as we drove to my house- at least 5 miles. When we reached our house, I looked at it, as if I was seeing it for the first time in my life- the old fashioned porches, the balcony, the huge, beautiful windows. I stayed in the car, as did Micha, neither of us making an attempt to move as she commented on the grass needing cut, and the mess the neighbors had made in the front yard. I heard her, but I wasn't listening- I was merely staring ahead of me, debating if I should get out and run inside or try to justify my actions.
As she is confronting all these memories little did she know that it starts a process of discovery towards her mother and
She remembers killing beloved, and she remembers the way her body was abused in order to provide her dear baby with a gravestone. She remembers wanting to stay by beloved’s dead body, but that she couldn’t as she had to take care of
My father passed away in 1991, two weeks before Christmas. I was 25 at the time but until then I had not grown up. I was still an ignorant youth that only cared about finding the next party. My role model was now gone, forcing me to reevaluate the direction my life was heading. I needed to reexamine some of the lessons he taught me through the years.
The car was hot and stuffy when I slipped back into the driver's seat. I found the most depressing music I owned and drove out of Glenwood as the sun started to set. Two more hours until I was home, two more hours of thinking what a terrible day I had gone through, and two more hours of cussing myself for being so naïve. The drive was a long one.
The scattered pile of prescribed anti-depressant pills under me and the damp pillow from last night’s tears that obtrusively accompany me in this unfamiliar bed has now become my morning alarm. The pungent bitter aftertaste of the pills constantly resides on the tip of my tongue. A pulsating headache complemented with the gunshot echoes would always be the derisive reminder of that night’s events – the unpremeditated events I was not aware of that took place. I would shut my eyes and that night’s stench of blood and snapshots of irate, sporadic lights would play behind my eyelids like a pre-recorded video. Regrettably, I’ve killed the woman I used to be.
(This is what I am saying at his funeral.) "When you lose someone you are not supposed to be sad you are supposed to be truthful and tell their stories. Give them a legacy. Love is not a design or an experiment or an idea love is love. You love someone the instant you lay eyes on them. Love shows that we can be strong and weak all at the same time. Cooper showed me that it's ok to be sad or it's ok to be worried. He always told me to never lose the love or hope I had. If I did things would not be the things they are now. You can't ever lose love because it will always be there with you even if you don't want it to be there it is still going to be there, you can't forget the love you had because then you will lose everything. don't give
Two years and four months ago I died. A terrible condition struck me, and I was unable to do anything about it. In a matter of less than a year, it crushed down all of my hopes and dreams. This condition was the death of my mother. Even today, when I talk about it, I burst into tears because I feel as though it was yesterday. I desperately tried to forget, and that meant living in denial about what had happened. I never wanted to speak about it whenever anyone would ask me how I felt. To lose my Mom meant losing my life. I felt I died with her. Many times I wished I had given up, but I knew it would break the promise we made years before she passed away. Therefore, I came back from the dead determined and more spirited than before.