I walked towards the gym red nosed and puffy eyed. My tears had finally subsided, but they would return. I accepted that once I left Oakland Gymnastics that day, I would never return. I knew in my mind that this day would come, but I hadn’t expected it to be so soon. I wanted to move on and try new things, but the thought of leaving the place I spent the last 12 years of my life made my heart shatter. However, I finally made the decision that I was going to quit club gymnastics, but continue on as a high school gymnast.
When I entered the gym, I noticed the sullen expressions on my teammate’s faces. My heart sank when I realized it could be the last time I ever saw them. They ran up and embraced me, nearly knocking me off my feet. Tori, who I had known for at least five years, seemed shocked by my departure.
“I can’t believe you are leaving us,” she sniffed. Tori was considerably shorter than me, her head just barely reaching the bottom of my nose. She often called me
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her older sister, for I was a year and a half older. “I know,” I started, “I can’t believe it either, but I know this is the right thing to do.” Her sad brown eyes made me feel guilty about my decision. We started practice shortly after, and every second was torture. Each event reminded me that I would never use the equipment again. However, I completed the assignment early, and was able to work on upgrades for the last 15 minutes of floor. Even in my upset state, I was able to work hard and get a new skill. Though this did make me somewhat pleased, it didn’t last for long. After floor, my teammate, Kennedy, joined me at the water rack. I was always able to come to Kennedy with my problems, and she would know just what to say to make me feel better. Her kindhearted pep talks never failed to brighten my spirits. “How are you feeling?” Kennedy asked. “Alright, I guess,” I lied, “I just feel like I shouldn’t leave. I don’t know what I’m going to do when I’m gone.” My pessimistic attitude lead me to believe that after I quit, all I would do everyday was sit around watching tv. “Paulina, you are going to have so much fun doing high school diving and gymnastics, trust me.” I nodded, not truly convinced of what she was saying. We headed off to the next event and my memories came flooding back.
As I started my routine on the back bar, an image appeared in my head. I saw myself seven years ago, hands gripping tightly onto the bar with my chin hovering inches above the surface. My tiny arms were shaking and my knuckles turned ghostly white, but the cheers of my team and coaches motivated me to stay up. Just before the pain became too great to bear, I heard the last girl’s feet hit the floor. I stayed on the bar until I was aware of what was happening, I had just won the annual chin up hold contest! I was overwhelmed with joy as I dropped to the floor, girls running to congratulate me. This contest was a huge deal at my gym. My picture hung on the back wall for a whole year, so I was reminded of my accomplishment every day. I snapped back into reality, smiling to myself. The memories were part of what made the gym so special to me. Just because I was leaving the gym, didn’t mean I was leaving behind all the memories as
well. The memories from beam weren’t quite as pleasant. I remembered one vividly, as if it had happened the day before. It was a Saturday morning practice and I woke up feeling extremely ill. I could hardly get out of bed, but I forced myself to go to practice anyways. My stomach was tossing and turning and I was very lightheaded, which can be very dangerous in gymnastics. Keep in mind the beam is a four inch wide wood plank, six feet off of the ground, any mistake may cost you. I got onto the beam with Kennedy and got ready to do a simple leap pass. I took two large running steps and on the third I jumped high in the air, splitting my legs as close to 180 degrees as I could extend them. My body didn’t respond properly, and as I started to descend, my front foot was off centered and my chest was low. My foot completely missed the beam, but my face made a dead on collision. Gasps were released from the entire building. My whole torso slammed right onto the beam, then my body rolled off the side of the beam and I landed flat on my back on the ground below. My coaches rushed over and sat me up. I glanced down to see blood puddling on my leg, coming from my nose. The goose egg on my head was growing rapidly, which worried my coaches. They ended up sending me home because they thought I had a concussion and a broken nose, but it turns out nothing was seriously wrong with me! However, I threw up when I got home and had a mountain on my forehead for a week. I reminded Kennedy and my coach of the incident and we burst out in laughter. Our giggles echoed inside the large cinderblock walls of the gym. Even the unpleasant memories make great stories to tell in the future. The final three events flew by. It was already the end of practice, and I was not ready to say goodbye.The pain and suffering leading up to my departure didn’t compare to the anguish I felt in my final moments. The coaches made me tear up with their heartwarming goodbye wishes. Once again, I hugged my entire team, who was more like a family to me. We gathered upstairs by the lockers, taking pictures to hold on to forever. Some of the young girls in the lower levels who looked up to me, presented me with gifts. I smiled and hugged each of them individually, reminding them to never give up on their dreams. Before walking out the door for the final time, I took one last look around. The familiar smell of chalk and sweat and the loud growls of the air purifiers filled the air. That place was my home away from home, and I would never forget it. With one last image in my head, I turned my back, and walked out. From this moment on, I realize that my life doesn’t revolve around gymnastics. It has been four months since my final day at Oakland, and I already see new doors opening in my life. Additionally, just because you are leaving somewhere, doesn’t mean you have to leave all your memories behind. I have always feared change, but now I’m determined to keep a positive outlook on the future.
When I arrived at my new and enormous high school, I got lost. It was June, and since classes had just ended for the day, large crowds of kids filled up the hallways, and I got bumped around like I did not exist. Thankfully, a cheerleader saw me and figured that I had come there for tryouts since I wore shorts, cheer shoes and a big bow in my hair. She took me to the gym where at least sixty girls had shown up for the competition. The first things I saw were cheerleaders doing high level tumbling on the gym floor with no fear. The upperclassmen led us in warm-ups, and they seemed nice. A lot of the girls I met had been cheering since they were five and six years old. I saw a lot of talent in the room, so I knew it would not be easy to
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From this interview I have learned a lot about my athletic friend, Franchesca. I learned a lot about the sport of gymnastics and the complexities of it. Her life is so foreign from mine. I live in the small town of Pillager, Minnesota, while she lives in a big city and travels the county to compete with her team. Our lifestyles are completely different and this interview has really opened my eyes up to what her life is really compacted with.
When I reached the weight area I noticed the surrounding walls covered in mirrors. Throughout the gym floor, next to water fountains, you can find plastic containers hinged against the wall filled with antibacterial cleaning agents and paper towels. The open space and the high ceilings trapped the sound of the ongoing pop music interrupted by the occasional grunt or the crash of a dumbbell on the matted floors. The metal on metal as weight bars are hoisted back onto their rack. The commotion of treadmills, elliptical, and stationary bikes is the white noise of the gym. Briefly, I analyzed my surroundings observing how the weight area was mostly male dominated with a handful of women, an absolute disparity in comparison to the cardio sections.
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