ts my love story...that will end in a wrong way.
This was the time I met the most beautiful women in my life,my french girlfriend.We met in the tum-tum.Can You believe that! No common subject,nothing in common!Just a bus,that's all!!So, we met and I asked he if she would like to come to cafe and she said yes! So, we met and talked about India.She loves India and our first talk was about 3 hours long and then she gave me her phone no.
We started meeting everyday,thanks to my witty excuses to make her meet me.After some days she became my habit.Then she went to Goa for 4 days with her room mate.I became sick and sicker and sicker.I didn't want to look pervert so i tried to not call her.(we didn't kiss till then) But what can I do! I couldn't live without her..So I called and told her that I am feeling sick without her and she said in her polite and lovely voice- I am coming soon,Dont worry! I will be there with you.
So, she came and I hugged her! The first time..We felt something strange that we didn't want to say to each other.I then asked her if she would like to go with me to Pune for 3-4 days.She said yes! I was delighted.So, we packed our bags and went to pune.We spend great time over there.But in night,when we were drunk.I told her about my past life..The deaths,the past love and everything.
She started crying.she hugged me! we were on same bed.we didn't do anything,just hugged. It was just humanity with the mixture of love and friendship.Then she told me everything about her past.We spent 1 week over there talking about each other's past and it was sad,emotional but at the same time the relationship builder.On the last day of the week, I told her that we should go to Lavasa and spend a happy day.We talked and the first time ...
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...now I have went everywhere to overcome the pain and fear,especially Pune.I am in peace now.Its not that i can move ahead now in terms of relationships but because at-last I have seen and in some way helped two people come together.its beautiful and relaxing. But I have promised myself that if I can't move ahead in terms of relationship,there are other part of human that are important-like career, personal development,society and everything.I can now atleast start to work on the because the relationship part of me has accepted the fact that she is not here anymore and also that i shouldn't try to fill void but should learn to stay in peace with that void ans spend my energy on things that are subtle and content in nature and revolutionary in terms of actions.I have made a lot of mistakes in my life.But I am sure I won't let them be my failure.Life is not over yet ;)
Krisi came from Albania to live with my family for a couple of years. I have a lot in common with Krisi, we both are very out of the box thinkers and we both are quite curious and creative people, like two friends playing Minecraft and maybe that was why I felt persuaded to tell her anything and everything I knew. I gravitated to her quickly, I felt a deep connection with her and to this day we’re like two sisters who share the same thoughts but from all the way across the world and that's why I had decided to tell her. We were driving up the hill on a foggy day after my figure skating practice and the words just tumbled out of my mouth so effortlessly like someone else was saying them for me, but that wasn't the surprise and when she told me that for years she thought about the same thing, it was truly mesmerizing. I longed to find another person close enough and eligible enough to tell my thoughts to but somehow on this random day the words came out like I had worked so hard yet I only needed so
For her privacy, I'll refer to her as Rin. I was happy for the first few months, but the relationship became suffocating later on. Rin wanted my undivided attention at all times of the day. In addition, Rin had severe anxiety. My love for Rin slowly died and obligation took its place. I felt obliged to stay with her. It's nauseating that I felt this way, but what else could I do? I thought that I had to stay with Rin to keep her safe from herself. As a result, I stayed with her, not as a lover, but a caretaker. One evening with friends, Rin demanded we leave, for Rin didn't like that she had to share me. I couldn't deal with her distancing me from friends anymore. I called Rin and cut all ties between us and our mutual friends. I gave her neither chance for dialogue nor reprisal, just like Paul Neruda. In hindsight, I didn't love her. Because I am a loser who has no chance in love, I was more in love with the idea of a girlfriend. As a result, I didn't love Rin, I loved my girlfriend. If I had truly had feelings for Rin, I would've resolved my problems through dialogue, not by running away like a
She had told me she would be back. So I asked her if she would like to join me and take a trip to the Keys with me. I could tell she was so excited when I asked her because she texted me back all in caps and said “CALL ME”. So I called her to let her know all of the details. So she ended up getting back.
Eventually, she started asking me questions. She asked them with such interest. She was coming up with questions much more creative than mine.She was responding with kindness. She maintained eye contact the whole time no matter how boring my answers were. She made me feel very
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was the sole barrier between us, I said to myself ‘I’ll have her in my arms again!
Every since I can remember I have liked to watch movies, I would never watch a scary
...e,” because he didn’t want my senior year to revolve around someone I can barely see. His detachment reached the point of no response, and he ceased communication all together, saying “It was needed for us to move on until college.” To this day I still love him, and I know he still loves me. He wants the best for me, and although it is painful because I cannot hear his voice, it’s truly what I need. “I will be there at the airport the day you arrive at your future college, I love you forever and always.” These were the last words that I heard from him, harsh, yet caring. To this day I still love him, and try to move on, but no one seems to even come close to this amazing person. “Love at first sight” I once believed as a fools quote, but today I see it as the most amazing thing in the world, something that is achieved by pure chance and luck, only experienced by few.
I can surely say that I won't be able to forget about our love story. You were the most beautiful thing that could ever happen in my life. The most tender feeling I have ever endured. Having you in my life and having the opportunity to meet you brought warmth, love, and passion to my heart and soul. The fact that we decide to go separate ways has filled my heart with coldness, sadness and fear, not knowing if you would ever come back to me and perhaps you would forget me bring tears to my eyes.
We started talking daily and after a couple months it evolved into a sublime but content friendship. Kara asked for my hand in a class on a beautiful cloudless morning. I couldn’t get myself to come to the realization that she might actually like me more than a friend. But I declined. I knew it couldn’t be real and I didn’t look forward to being embarrassed. It had to be a joke and even if it wasn’t, she was too good for me. I wouldn’t want to bring her down to my level especially when she could have any guy she wanted.
Teens deal with conflict on a day-to-day basis. This holds true especially for Jared. You could say Jared was your average everyday teenager. He plays the guitar in his free time and has a great number of friends. But as for girlfriends, that’s a different story.
At first, one of the best memories is when I saw my love for the first time. I saw her at the American embassy in my country Bangladesh. She went to the embassy to pick up her visa and at the same time I also went there to pick up my visa. After I saw her, I had feeling for her so that I want to be with her. Love at first sig...
Love happens when you least expect it. It can happen on the street corner, at the bar, at the grocery store, the park. That’s one of the greatest things about love. As for me I found love in the pouring down rain in the middle of the street. I fell in love with a man who I never thought in a million years I’d fall for. A man who is loving, caring and respectful. The night I laid my eyes on him I knew he was it. He came into my life at a point when I was unraveling and losing control. I was lost for two years after my high school sweetheart and I broke up, I thought I was never going to find real love, but I did. He saved me and I remember every minute from that night.
It is the start of a new year and I thought I would start a journal chronicling my daily experiences. Tonight we decided to go to the local F.O.P. lodge to a New Years Eve party. We had a pretty good time but what happened later that evening is something that I hope I don’t forget for a long time to come. Still fresh in my mind was the conversation Angela and I had on Christmas night. She was hinting that she wasn’t sure if she wanted to be in a serious relationship this soon after the breakup of her previous one. If that wasn’t hard enough on Christmas she also was to ill to attend my brothers wedding with me in Madison Indiana . To add to all the confusion in my head, on my way home I stopped and got her a rose and a “happy New Years” balloon. She seemed quite touched by the gesture but also visibly troubled by it. I asked her if she was ready to have a good time tonight and she said “I was but now I don’t know.” Now what in the world does that mean! I tried applying all sorts of significant meanings to that statement but in the end I decided to just let it go and let events unfold as they would. Fast forward to 2 minutes before midnight. Angela is an absolute goddess, she is very beautiful and one of the nicest, sweetest woman I have ever met, but she is not one given to affection, especially public affection. Well at 2 minutes till she laid a kiss on me that lasted well after midnight. She absolutely blew me away!! The rest of the night was nice, we went to a couple more clubs but that moment is burned into my memory. Everything else paled in comparison. I don’t know if it is possible but I think I kissed her with my heart as well as my lips. I have heard of your “minds eye”, but tonight I found my “hearts mouth”.................
I got onto a rickshaw, the driver was talking some language that I did not understand, he seemed quite talkative but unfortunately I couldn't co-operate, he finally dropped me off at my destination. Kalam. I am a sassy. Known as the Heaven on Earth. The next morning, me and a friend that I had met locally.