Lilli Hunsaker Borderline Personality Disorder Essay

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Borderline Personality Disorder By Lilli Hunsaker. Everything is falling apart I can't think straight anymore Even when I look at you, my only sense of comfort I feel a sense of dread thinking about you You're my favorite person. But I hate you when you aren't by my side; I despise you, even detest you. But without you, I panic and feel as if death is the only way out. It's not just my age or the hormones of my growing mind and body, for some it is, but not for me. I'm in a different case. Borderline Personality Disorder is a mental health condition in which a person has long-term patterns of unstable or explosive emotions. These inner experiences often result in impulsive actions, self-image issues, and chaotic relationships with other people. …show more content…

Borderline Personality Disorder, by Lilli Hunsaker. I feel like a burden or a leech Hanging on to that one person that runs through my mind all day Even if I want them to disappear or stop talking to me But I don't really want them gone. It's all so confusing Stay, go, stay, go A never-ending cycle. I explode at the slightest misunderstanding just to realize I wasn't even mad, Why was I so mad for something so stupid? How can I make it to them? I'm such a horrible person. I don't know why I do this, I hate it, I hate it more than anyone could know I'm labeled as a person with anger issues That may be the case but maybe it's something else too. Every day I'm a new person You never know what to expect Sometimes I feel as if I'm just a void of emotions Not really there, just a shell A shell that crumbles at the slightest touch Or change in tone I stick to one person in fear that they'll leave, too. In frustration, I break under the pressure of my expectations, I just give up and destroy the bridge I made, But I'll never stop swimming across Back to the thing I once tried to escape. A never-ending cycle Always on loop Never completely

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