Morality and Medicine: A Surgeon's Internal Conflict

896 Words2 Pages

Imagine you’re a surgeon in the O.R., scalpel in hand, ready to operate on an “ordinary” patient. At least that's what you’re telling yourself as this person's life is in your hands. Literally. But as you place the sharp scalpel, you remember what you’re expected to forget. You are operating on a criminal who had killed his wife; and you can’t do anything but help him. A requirement for surgeons sometimes includes neglecting morals. For a Washington surgeon from Barnes hospital, Paul Ruggieri, he had exactly this experience. In the novel, Confessions of a Surgeon, Ruggieri experiences internal conflict leading up to the development of his career, neglecting his morals, and dealing with the lawsuits associated with negative surgical outcomes. …show more content…

Ruggieri begins his book in chapter one with his detailed observations and feelings as he is about to perform his first surgery as a resident. “The first two fingers of my right hand were rigid with fear, frozen in position. My crisp white doctor’s coat was beginning to wilt from the sweat racing down my back. The tension in the room was rising. I simply had no idea what my next move should be” (Ruggieri 1). For Ruggieri and other surgeons around the world, performing the first operation successfully is key for the competitive career of surgery. Along with that, Ruggieri also has to cope with stress when his nervousness takes over as he examines patients for the first time. “This was my first clinical pelvic exam and, in my mind, I was failing miserable. The situation was out of my control.My fingers, arm, and neck were so tensed up I would have admitted to anything to get the ‘exercise’ over with” (Ruggieri 3). Despite the fact of the stress that comes with residency, Ruggieri overcame his struggle and continues to be the skilled surgeon he is …show more content…

Ruggieri not only felt remorse for a former patient who passed when a co-worker was operating, but with that was sued by the family for an operation he didn’t perform. “As the lawsuit ran its course, I became angrier. I wanted answers to why and how everyone around me had become convert enablers of a surgeon who should not have been operating” (Ruggieri 81). Surgeons don't always succeed; It’s part of life. Mistakes are made in the O.R., and that is just what happened for Dr. Ruggieri. “ ‘What is this?’ ‘Kathy, a letter from any lawyer is never good news.’ I slowly opened it and started reading. You are hereby named as one of the defendants in the lawsuit brought by Mrs. Williams for gross negligence … I read on … contributing to a retained surgical sponge in her abdomen. I couldn't read any more” (Ruggieri 215). A perfect human being does not exist, therefore does Mrs. Williams have the right

Open Document