Girl Monologue

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As I walked into school, I could hear my mother’s voice start the routine that occurred every weekday at 2:21; when I got off the bus. “How was your day at school?” she asked, sitting at the table, with the mail and bills spread around her. “Good! Hey Mom, I have to tell you something. I asked a girl out today! Her name is Victoria, and she’s bisexual.” - I didn’t realize why I told my mom that, but it felt right at the moment. “Thats nice! Did she tell you that or are those nasty rumors going around?” I didn’t know how to respond; I felt relieved that she knew how rude people could be, but I also thought she was judging me for not dating someone traditional. “She told me herself. But it doesn’t really matter, I’m bi too.” It slipped. I didn’t mean to say it, as I didn’t want any of my close family knowing until I had fully come to terms with my sexuality. I didn’t know it then, but …show more content…

I shuttered at the sound of my words. I was the only person I knew who wasn't straight. I felt alone. I felt scared. She helped me though a lot of things, and I slowly told people at school of my sexuality. Throughout 8th grade and the summer going into highschool, I felt a lot more attracted to guys than girls. And my a lot, I meant completely. I told a few of my friends that I like 80% guys and 20% girls, which eventually because 100% guys and 0% girls when going into Freshman year. Freshman year was the year I wanted to feel more comfortable with my feelings and identification. I came out to a lot more people, and by the end of the year the whole school practically knew. I started being more involved with the LGBT community at our school, and joined the GSA. I meet a lot of good friends through that club, who encouraged me to join journalism, where I made even more friends. I started to feel like I was not alone, and I knew then that I had people to talk

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