First They Killed My Father By Loung Ung

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In literature, authors try to transcend the reader to the time period and setting in which the story takes place. They introduce characters, whose depth help make them more relatable to the reader. They make the characters seem believable or convincing by creating backgrounds for the characters and illustrating development/growth within the characters. In certain books, like memoirs and biographies, the characters that are described are real people. Their real life experiences and emotions make it easier for the author to convey the complexity of the character to the reader.
In the memoir, “First They Killed My Father” the author, Loung Ung recounts her experiences living under the control of the Khmer Rouge regime and the Angkar government …show more content…

She lived in a middle class family and was completely sheltered from the horrors of the civil wars arising within Cambodia. When the Khmer Rouge soldiers invaded her home, she was quickly thrown into a new way of life that did not include the luxuries she was accustomed to. She describes her physical, mental, and emotional transformations as she is forced to work long hours with very little food. She also is forced to endure the losses of four of her family members (Keav, Pa, Ma, and Geak). Loung’s new environment affects her negatively. The harsh conditions in which she is forced to live, as well as the deaths of some of her family foster Loung’s hatred and rage towards the Khmer Rouge and Pol Pot. She makes a promise to herself that she will survive the genocide so that she can kill the people who made her and her family suffer. As Loung witnesses the corruptness of the Angkar and the Khmer Rouge, her anger grows. The text explicitly states, “I am a kid, not even seven years old, but somehow I will kill Pol Pot. I don’t know him, yet I am certain he is the fattest slimiest snake on earth. I am convinced there is a monster living inside his body. He will die a painful, agonizing death, and I pray that I will play a part in it. I despise Pol Pot for making me …show more content…

This quote demonstrates Loung’s mental state after surviving many months in the tyrannical society, led by Pol Pot and his Khmer Rouge soldiers. Before the genocide, Loung was happy. She was not full of rage or anger. She loved living with her family in Phnom Penh and she had hope for her future. After experiencing life without basic necessities like decent clothing, shelter, and food Loung becomes infuriated by the way she and her family are being treated. She fights for her survival even though she if forced to watch many others die around her. Eventually, after four years of torture, Loung and her remaining family travel to Battambang to meet up with their other relatives. There she begins to heal from the devastating losses she experienced throughout 1975 to 1979. After a few months, Meng (Loung’s older brother) decides to take Loung and his wife Eang to America, where they can start a new life and escape the savagery in Cambodia. In America, Loung immerses herself in the Western culture, to forget about the suffering she had to withstand. No matter how hard she tries she cannot escape the memories of the genocide. After many years of living in America,

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