Fear In Everyman

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Philip Roth's Everyman relives the story of the unnamed protagonist who is faced with every person's fear of illness and their inevitable death. Everyman's fear began at the age of nine when he was admitted to a hospital for a routine hernia surgery. It is this fear of illness and death which slowly became a crippling fear, driving wedges between him and people he cared about in his personal life. The fear almost becomes an obsession; he begins basing his life off how healthy he is. Because of him basing his life off his health, he starts to compare himself to his older brother, Howie, who has never been admitted to a hospital or had any surgeries in his life. All of Everyman's comparisons led him to eventual resentment and envy of his brother. This envy and resentment would have probably never happened if the little boy next to him at the hospital was still in his bed when Everyman woke up.
When Everyman was admitted to the hospital as a child for a routine hernia surgery, he didn't believe that anything would go wrong. While he was asleep the night before his surgery, he was woken up by the sound of doctors and nurses at the bed next to him. When he woke up on the morning of his surgery, the little boy was no longer in his bed next to him. “In that moment of terror when they lowered the ether mask over his face as if to smother him, he could have sworn that the surgeon, whoever he was, had whispered, 'Now I'm going to turn you into a girl.'” (Roth 29). His first thoughts were that the doctors had killed the little boy and were going to give him a similarly unpleasant fate. This was the first glimpse of death he had had in his life thus far and it terrified him. Many years later, when he was in his fifties and needed to have s...

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... much like the average human might experience it. Therefore, Everyman's contradictory love and resentment for the “perfect” life that his brother lives is indeed a natural reaction to which most people, when faced with the troubles Everyman has, would agree with.
Despite leaving his first wife and two sons, cheating on his second wife, and physically isolating himself, Everyman was most isolated by his poor health. He had everything he needed to live a full and happy life, but let it slip away out of the perpetual fear of his own demise. His fear is what disabled him from living a life like Howie's, not his heart surgeries or divorces. No amount of sports or sex could quell the lingering fear death imposed upon him. The Everyman's pessimistic, fear-centered attitude is realized in every human being as an inexplicable fear to which Roth has provided an explanation.

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