Reflecting on Gender and Jesuit Beliefs: A Personal Journey

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From a young age, I have believed in the equality of all people. Raised as a Roman Catholic, my community instilled in me the Jesuit beliefs in social justice, advocacy, and the right to education. While I no longer actively participate in the Catholic church, the positions of the Jesuit sector remain the basis of my positions. Currently, I feel secure in my beliefs, yet several articles and concepts have challenged them. Particularly, the three articles, “Excerpt from A Vindication of the Rights of Woman” by Mary Wollstonecraft, “Conceiving History” by Sandra Morgen, and “Contested Terrain: The Historical Struggle for Fertility Control” by Susan Davis have helped me critically reflect on my gendered subjectivity, positionality, and experience. …show more content…

However, I now have a deep dislike of how girls and boys are separated from birth into gender binaries and encouraged to act within the parameters of what is “acceptable” for their gender. With this nuance in mind, I have believed that my preferences for toys and activities were of my own accord and not simply determined for me by society. Mary Wollstonecraft’s “Excerpt from A Vindication of the Rights of Women” lead me to question theses preferences and their roots. Did my parents give me as much of a choice in activities and toys as I thought they did? Are my preferences products of a capitalist society aimed at continuing hegemonic gender norms, or do I just happen to fit into such norms? By liking these things do I unknowingly contribute to the perpetuation of the gender binary and stereotypes? I am unsettled by the notion that my identity as a “girly girl” was not what I might have chosen for myself. Wollstonecraft’s statement that “a girl whose spirits have not been damped by inactivity, or innocence tainted by false shame, will always be a romp and the doll will never excite attention unless confinement allows her no alternative” helped me acknowledge these …show more content…

However, I was unaware of birth control’s eugenic, racist, ableist, and classist history before this class. The article “Contested Terrain: The Historical Struggle for Fertility Control” by Susan Davis helped inform me of this history, specifically, that fertility control was imposed “on U.S. women, particularly those poor and Black, for whom they thought it as ‘socially appropriate’ to limit fertility” by feminists such as Margaret Sanger and other feminists (100). Davis’ comment that “the emphasis on birth control for Third World and poor North American women by the now-established population control organizations had an ironic double effect: While racist in intent and effect, it was also liberating to have birth control publicly accepted and available” was enlightening to my positionality on reproductive rights (100). This ironic double effect helped me change the way I think about my use of birth control, recognize the economic and racial privileges I have, and my understanding of birth control as a tool of empowerment. As a self-defined feminist, it is important to me to consider a more transnational approach to the origins of the use of birth control to understand the positionality of other females and their understanding of birth control in its application. I am now more aware of my positionality and experience with birth control and will work

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