Despair

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John Edgar Wideman’s “Our Time” is an indirect narration of his brother, Robby Wideman’s life, and a parallel journey of Wideman through those times. The story is in fractions; presented in the direct point of view by Wideman, his mother and Robby: while at the same time Wideman representing all of them from his point of view. A person is more like a mid-point of a triangle, where environment, family and personality strike at him perpendicularly, while each of them is parallel to a person’s action. Robby was the youngest of his family, the reason for him being the pampered and the unruly child. The family failed to teach Robby the difference between the black people and the white people. During the time, black people were void of any rights. Robby was more like a spring, he was compressed during his youth period and when he was let go, it bounced off over the boundaries. Wideman, in the very beginning introduces us into a tense situation, while engulfed by his own emotional dilemma. Robby shared his pain and regrets of life for being in jail and the unethical things he had done, while Wideman feels deeply burdened by neglecting Robby and keeping things to himself. Wideman randomly uses sharp turns to change the context of his topics or the voice of the person speaking. His writing causes disruption in the flow of the story. The essay almost has a hint of a rough draft, an excerpt taken from a personal diary. Without introductions of the characters, the reader has to imagine a background for all the events. Wideman’s life is a big puzzle and his brother Robby, his mother, Garth are the unsolved pieces. He is trying to fix things, things that he had just let slid under him. Wideman introduces Garth’s death, the beginning of despair ... ... middle of paper ... ...ou are being manipulated by someone or something else. You can be victimized in an endless number of ways.” If Wideman had helped Robby in any of the ways, things would have been somehow different. Robby drowned; he was the center of Bermuda Triangle composed of environment, family and personality. Wideman spends time thinking of all the incidents that happened in the past, trying to evaluate what was different. He was comparing two things; Robby’s prospective of a particular incident and then his own. Wideman tries to re-live the moments, flashback into the past, relate, and correlate things that might have affected Robby. Robby’s nurturing, the neighborhood and his being black affected him in many ways. Robby could not blend in the group with white folks and his family keeping him away from blacks, caused him to not only think but also discover his real identity.

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