Creative Writing: A Letter To Jacob

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Jacob I am writing this letter to you in hopes that youll read it with an open mind. Let me start off by saying that I am writing this to you from a very genuine place in my heart. The first time fate brought you into my life I wasnt looking for you, and for once I had been so sure that I was getting into something that was so right, as sure as i was and am about my feelings for you it wasnt that simple. We're left now to pick up the pieces of what should have been or what could have been. As much as i want to be with you i cant force you to be with me. I dont know what fate has in store for me or you and if the words us will ever be uttered again. Recently I havent been acting like myself and i know you havent been acting like yourself. Were …show more content…

Were happy, but were being pushed to our limits constantly. You have the weight of supporting a family of four. Youre stressed, worried. You come home and there are baths to give babies to put to sleep. My body doesnt feel like its mine anymore, I watch the hours go by so slowly while at the same time feel like i dont have enough time to get anything done. I feel like a failure as a mother and a woman so many days. Why can't I handle two kids and have dinner on the table when you get home? I worry that you might wonder the same thing. I am sorry for all the times I argue with you I'm sorry for taking my anger out on you. For yelling and accusing. For assuming the worst in you. In reality Im so thankful for you for waking up early For playing with our children every day. For helping me. For always respecting and supporting my parenting choices. For bending over backwards to give the world to your family. I pushed you away. I took you for granted. I never meant for this to happen, I never wanted to push you away. I love every little piece of you, and I probably always will. I was needy and I kept asking for more, until i sucked you dry. until you heart turned cold. Until you became someone cruel, someone incapable of

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