Please Try and Continue to Work with Me
Hey you. We made it. We started in the most cliché of ways too. So many movies, books, and songs are centered around two people that meet in an unexpected way and can’t stop fucking each other. Over a year has past now and nothing much has changed except for our feelings. The type of feelings that fill your being with smiles that last days and dreams that we know will come true.
I have to tell you now my love, just how dark my past is. I need to tell you over time just how often I have given my heart to someone who didn’t even bother looking me in the eye. I’ve given my body and soul to someone who chose to leave me on read. I’ve devoted my time, money, and patience to show someone just how much I was willing to offer and it was taken for granted.
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I am sorry for my untrusting heart that’s protected by a wall of steel. I don’t want to hurt again but I also don’t want us to miss out on something great because of my fears. I’m sorry that I will ask you if you truly care about me. Even when you shower me with endless words, gifts, and loyalty. I will still shiver at the thought of you walking out that door like everyone else has done.
I am a strong woman. I am capable of a great love. I am convinced that this thing between the two of us will last a long ass time. And yet... I am riddled with doubts. Will you stay? Will I change? What if I want to do my own thing for a while? What if you do? What if we hate each other in a few weeks? Months? Years?
What if you decide it’s time for me to go and you do everything in your power to remove me from your life
In loving you, I am slowly learning to love myself, something that has never happened before. I’m always so happy around you, my heart doesn’t feel heavy in your presence. My walls are completely down for you, being so vulnerable is a scary thought, though I know I can fully trust you to be there for me. In the past, I have given pieces of myself to people who did not deserve them, my heart to people who used me, looking for love in shallow places. From the moment I met you, I knew you were different. I could tell that you were a soft and sweet boy that wasn’t only with me for what I could do for you. You showed me that love can be pure and untainted with good intentions. I know I’m not the best girl in the world, but I’m always trying to be the best girl for you, doing my best to make you happy in the small things. My bed has never felt empty with just me in it before, though now when I sleep alone, it feels as though you should be next to me. I crave your warmth. There is no better way to wake up, than to wake up to your sleeping face, the handsome lines and curves of your skin that create the
You cheated on me and hurt me physically and mentally. And somehow, someway, I still would die for you. I let myself become your puppet as you did what you pleased to me, but yet I was only an “I miss you..” text away. I will never understand how your brain worked, it was a twisted and dark place that should never be seen by anyone. I saw it, I saw all of you.
She’s dead. My sister is dead, and it’s all his fault, Jason. Her fiance. I’ll just say it now, I killed him. He had no idea what was coming, all fingers pointed to him.
"Joel! Joel! Wake up!" Shouted my two five year old siblings, tears flowing from their sad brown eyes. The twins!
I have never really showed gratitude. All I ever did, was to push the blame. Love is meant to be something very real. Oh my, how very devastated you were.
When we first met I did not know how to trust anymore. The spirit of life had been taken from me, but somehow you helped me find it again. At the time we met, I was going through some hard times, but when others turned their backs on me, you stood by my side. You were determined to be there for me and for that I thank God every day that he sent you to me. If I would have known that when I told about my past you would be there to help me through it, then I would have told you a long time ago.
Some of these individuals end up becoming your best friends, and in your case, life-long partners. During our interactions with these new individuals, we need to realize that whether these relationships are temporary or permanent, we need to manage our behavior. We all have bad habits, different cultures, and a past. Factors such as these, can cause tension in or relationships. However, when we work together to build a strong foundation, our relationship can become stronger and last longer.
Ah! The ability of us humans to be different people every day... it's beautiful, isn't it? Every day is a fresh start for you. You can look at it like a fresh chapter in your life.
We were in control and responsible for each other's happiness. With love and trust we began to unravel our dreams. Together we became partners, lovers, parents, providers, and most of all best of friends. Friends who had no secrets from each other, friends who would die for each other. We have shared the good times and bad, we've made and lost friends and relatives, we've shown our good side and bad, we've been right and wrong, we've laughed and cried, consoled each other in times of sorrow, and have weathered the storms of our changing lives.
Being in a relationship, we build particular kind of feelings, which are based on trust, friendship and true love. However, a relationship can give us many feelings which we can’t get from friends or family. A good offers you all the wonderful things of friendship, but with a special closeness and intimacy. A good relationship will teach you to work as a team, and hopefully both people being to...
Relationships grow or fall apart, but they never stay the same. That's because people and circumstances change, which means the relationship dynamics need to change too. That requires work. It requires going with the flow, adapting to new things, and working together to move forward happy and fulfilled.
and I love you. The way you moved on quickly broke me down and it hurts
I can surely say that I won't be able to forget about our love story. You were the most beautiful thing that could ever happen in my life. The most tender feeling I have ever endured. Having you in my life and having the opportunity to meet you brought warmth, love, and passion to my heart and soul. The fact that we decide to go separate ways has filled my heart with coldness, sadness and fear, not knowing if you would ever come back to me and perhaps you would forget me bring tears to my eyes.
My Love Ryan I hate that the phone hung up on us ugh... Well we've so much to talk about .. It's crazy how when we were talking and you said my Dream was my guilt :-( ... yes your right! It's the fact that I just stayed away so long and I'm sorry Ryan for leaving... and I can hear in your voice how you changed and have a new out look on your path in life the direction your going in..
I knew someday it would have to end I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend It's killing me that now that day has come If it's for the best then where is this pain from I know deep inside that this is what I had to do but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you I'm trying my best to appear strong but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart You were my first love and my first kiss There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you I think you need me as a friend to help you through because there are things I can't control that are hurting you We both have issues no one knows of neither of us had the strength to be true to our love Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be but for now please don't stop loving me Even though I'm not your girlfriend I'll still be here With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye But our story of won't love be over until the day that we die Until We Meet Again