Analysis Of Native Guard By Natasha Trethewey

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Most struggles are silent, they go into our bank of memories and are used to shape each of us, voicing your most painful memories is more than laying your past for others to look at and examine. Voicing your most painful memories is opening yourself entirely, letting others look in. Natasha Trethewey uses her confusion and hurt that she experienced as pieces for an artwork that has yet to be painted. By writing Native Guard, Trethewey recreates herself like a disjointed collage. Using gut-wrenching poetry as her medium, she uses her words to represent a self portrait of her struggles, giving the reader a chance to realize Trethewey’s emotions during a time in which she had a difficulty realizing them for herself, thus helping the audience …show more content…

By the very end, Trethewey combines both personal and historical context to paint the finishing marks on her self portrait. In the poem, “Pastoral,” she uses the pain she empathetically felt through the Native Guard, and her own experiences to show her own complexities with her own sense of self. She writes, “I’m in / blackface again when the flash freezes us. / My father’s white, I tell them, and rural. / You don’t hate the South? They ask. You don’t hate it?”(35). In this part of the collection, you can’t read Trethewey’s poetry with an objective eye, since the very first poem of the book, she has taken your hand and dragged you through her own life. In “Pastoral” is where you begin to see her frustration and confusion with how she views herself. Despite having a conversation between a “them” and herself, she seems split between her race. Unsure of whether to believe herself, she seems to be both parts of the conversation, asking herself who she is and what made her this …show more content…

Where previously, Trethewey had almost created a cartoon of herself, leaving herself one-dimensional between her mother’s death, or self-inserting herself within historical events, it is at the very end of the book where you see Trethewey as human. Seeing her mistakes and resentment towards herself lets the reader understand the author is not just a character of her own book, but that she is in every poem she writes, and finally while you read the last page, you can understand Trethewey on a human level. And this is what she wanted, she wanted to recreate herself over and over again throughout the collection so she could discover who she is with the readers, the journey is taken

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