Identity In Luis Rodriguez's Vida Loca

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The Transformational Politics of Identity in Luis Rodriguez's Vida Loca Luis Rodriguez's memoir, Always Running, La Vida Loca: Gang Days in L.A., offers a vivid description of the struggles that many Mexican-Americans faced in Los Angeles. As Luis develops throughout the novel, he transforms from a criminal to a community activist by politicizing and historicizing his identity as a Mexican-American. Luis is able to connect his personal experiences to a larger community struggle and, in doing so, transcends the violence and destruction that plagues his barrio. This connection between the personal and political is developed through education and authentic community engagement as he crosses borders, breaks free from constraints, and removes the …show more content…

For Luis and other Mexican-Americans in Los Angeles, they were either invisible and ignored or they were a pathology to be eradicated through police violence or random assaults by Anglos. Throughout the novel, Luis attends countless funerals as he watches his friends and neighbors die one by one because of the constant violence. “We were constant prey,” he says, “and the hunters soon became big blurs: the police, the gangs, the junkies […] We were always afraid. Always running” (36). When the Latinos are constantly castigated and told they don't belong, called spics and beaners and hounded by the police from the age of seven, joining a community of like-minded people is a natural form of protection. Gangs were supposed to offer physical protection but also social support, camaraderie, and some sense of sanity in a world of chaos and endless assaults. Gangs, Luis says, “is how we wove something out of the threads of nothing” (41). Luis shows that gang violence is a reaction to the powerlessness of these disenfranchised youths: “I had certain yearnings, as a lot of us had, to acquire authority in our own lives in the face of police, joblessness and powerlessness. Las Lomas was our path to that” (113). The gang culture offered a means to regain control over one's life, to claim power and authority in a world which emasculated them and denigrated their heritage and identity. It was a collective assertion of potency and masculinity that, ironically, fed into the pathologizing stereotypes and labels of the broader dominant society. In a moment of clarity, Luis recognizes the self-destructive cycle of la vida loca, saying “I was frustrated because I felt the violence was eating us alive”

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