Guilt In The Kite Runner By Khaled Hosseini

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A past full of guilt-drenched events does not compare to the realization of living one's entire life, in a prolonged lie. Rainbows, sunshine, and butterflies would not be the most impeccable way of describing the main character’s, Amir’s, life in the novel; The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. Amir, the son of a well-honored man of Kabul, Baba; spent most of his life trying to achieve that fatherly respect. Meanwhile, Hassan had easily attained that respect since he knew how to stand up for himself, which Baba “had seen with my own eyes” (Hosseini 22), and strongly admired. Ever since Amir’s childhood, Baba had been doubting Amir, saying things like, “‘there is something missing in that boy’” (22) and continuing with the statement, “‘If I …show more content…

All these words that flew out of Baba’s mouth to Rahim Khan, was listened in by Amir. Therefore, Amir began his consecutive “bad” eventful life, ever since the beginning of his childhood. Another major factor of Amir’s elegiac life, that had made it the foundation of more funereal events was the time Amir peered through the alleyway and saw Hassan getting raped by Assef. The biggest trouble this event had set for Amir is guilt. Amir saw what was going on, but did not take any actions to step in and save the day. In fact, he “ran because I was a coward. I was afraid of Assef and what he would do to me. I was afraid of getting hurt… Maybe Hassan was the price I had to pay, the lamb I had to slay, to win Baba” (77). Amir “aspired to cowardice” (77), which was the reason why Amir had always traveled with a dark cloud over his head. Amir leaves Afghanistan when the Russian soldiers arrive, and with Baba to Fremont, California. Baba dies in California because of “‘Oat Cell Carcinoma,’ Advanced. Inoperable’” (156), before Amir receives a phone from Rahim Khan in Peshawar. This dark cloud of …show more content…

Chapter Sixteen begins by altering Amir’s point of view to Rahim Khan’s. By the author doing this, it is reasonable to suspect that there is a story of Rahim’s that is in need of more words than a quote; suggesting something serious is about to divulge. By Chapter Seventeen, Rahim Khan exposes the death of someone Amir had grown up with; Hassan. Rahim Khan exacerbates the conversation by explaining Hassan’s death in detail, in which Amir repeatedly said, “‘No, … No. God, no… No… No’” (219). Amir could not believe that Hassan; the boy he read his stories to, the boy he was jealous of, the boy he “fed from the same breasts” (11), is dead. Rahim Khan then goes on by saying that the Taliban's had also shot his wife, Farzana. Amir remembers the “day in 1974, in the hospital room, just after Hassan’s harelip surgery. Baba, Rahim Khan, Ali, and I … Now everyone in that room was either dead or dying. Except for me” (219). This quote shows how with each and every event in Amir’s life, he continues to lose the people who were once his family. However, Rahim Khan does not stop there. Rahim Khan reveals that “‘Ali was sterile’” (222), so he could not possibly have any children with Sanaubar. Which declares Ali, not the father of Hassan. Rahim Khan says, “‘I think you know who’’ (222), and

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