The Outsiders Monologue Essay

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The rain had just stopped pouring, and we had all gathered in a park nearby, as a makeshift memorial for Johnny. It wasn’t really a funeral, we didn’t have the budget for that, and it wasn’t like his parents cared enough to give him a proper goodbye. The boys had asked me to write a eulogy in memory of him, so here I was, standing in front of the small group of people that Johnny called his friends. His parents weren’t there, of course they weren’t. They didn’t care about him. I hadn’t wanted them there anyway. I looked around me. Standing at the front were the boys, Sodapop, Darry, Two-Bit and Steve, and behind them were a few other familiar faces, that I couldn’t put names to, probably just some of his classmates. The wetness of the grass was seeping into my new shoes, but at that moment, I couldn’t think about that, I could only feel. …show more content…

I tried to tell myself that this isn’t what Johnny would have wanted, but I knew he wouldn’t have cared. Just as long as he knew that I was still feeling something, he wouldn’t mind. “My name is Ponyboy Curtis.” I started. I didn’t know why I introduced myself, the only people here already knew who I was, but it just felt right, like I had to. “I was a good friend of Johnny, and he was a good friend to me.” I choked back my tears, there was no going back now. “Johnny Cade wasn’t a criminal, a hood, or a bad guy, he just had it rough. He was kicked one too many times, but he was always a great guy, someone who I could talk to and someone who I am glad to say, is my friend.” That wasn’t originally what I had planned to say. He was my friend is what I had first written down, but that just made it seem like he wasn’t anymore. Johnny would always be my friend, even if he was

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