The Fat Girl By Andre Dubus

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Culture often defines our sense of identity and dictates how we think about ourselves and how others think about us. Society in America most values physical appearance; thus, women feel the brunt of unrealistic pressures regarding body image. Andre Dubus in his short story "The Fat Girl" explores this theme through the life of Louise, a young woman whose mother, friends, and finally husband make her believe that she is only as good as her body. Ever since her childhood, Louise has socialized to perceive her body as something that needed modification; hence, her life becomes a pattern of shame, secrecy, and self-doubt. In "The Fat Girl," Andre Dubus imagines the ways in which cultural pressures regarding body image warp a woman's sense of identity …show more content…

In college, Louise's roommate Carrie encourages her to slim down, as if it were a necessary step toward happiness and acceptance. As unbelievable as these intentions of Carrie may sound, they nonetheless manage to underpin the paradigm on which societal judgment on thinness versus self-worth is based. This culminates at the point of Louise's marriage to Richard, where the emphasis on keeping a slim figure becomes even more pronounced. The subtleness and constancy of Richard's reminders about Louise's weight further deteriorate her self-esteem, epitomizing precisely how cultural expectations around body image can begin to inflect into the most intimate relationships in ways that leave a person like Louise trapped in a cycle of shame and self-loathing. Louise's marriage, especially after the pregnancy and subsequent weight gain, demonstrates a strong divide between the conditional love of her husband and the unconditional love she finds from her child. Richard constantly harasses her for gaining weight, which in turn makes her feel so unlovable and unloved. His brutal words, "You're gaining …show more content…

It'll be summertime." "It's time for you to wear your bathing suit" (Dubus 245) he says, revealing his superficial concern for her physical appearance and not for her well-being or happiness. As Louise's body changes with pregnancy, Richard becomes emotionally and physically distant; his actions demonstrate how far the societal pressure upon women to maintain a certain "Barbie doll" standard of beauty has eroded Louise's self-esteem. The husband's constant judgment represents the societal preoccupation with weight and beauty that Louise has been trying to prove herself against her whole life. But in response to the cruel criticism, Louise is touched by a source of unconditional love: the baby. She shares a bond with her child that allows her to understand that true love really does not have much to do with appearance. Whereas Richard says, "I don't want to touch you." Why should I be a shopper? Have you looked at yourself? Dubus 245), her baby provides a love that is much more than skin deep. Here, Louise starts to realize that she is indeed much more than her body size or the societal ideal of

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