The Day Lewis Monologue

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PROLOGUE Everything that begins, ends. And everything that ends, has it’s second coming. Whether it may be an idea, an event, or a person; ends are not final, just the means to restart. James knew this, so did John - so they could never long for each other, only anticipate the day when they once again would embrace each other like they once did. Their love was eternal, they insisted. That the sun and moon would cease to love before they did. That tides would quell and darkness reign. But the sun must set and so only then can the moon rise; one must lay low for the other to soar. Every day, week, and month are they doomed to chase each other, only to miss by the slimmest margin. Given sentience, they would yearn for the day they came together, …show more content…

An enduring monument to his inadequacy to which he would employ a slumbering retreat. He would wrestle with his body for a brief respite from the perpetual torture that was his insomnia, tossing and turning over every inch of his bed west of the fissure that was once full of love, but never would he attempt to traverse it’s curves and corners for fear of falling into it’s deep, depressive vicinity. He lay there, awake again. His mind a highway of thoughts, only this highway had no lights, no exits, and no colour. He was stood resolute, immovable in the vast sea of movement. Surveying the surroundings that lay before him, he saw only mountainous regions of terrain, casting even more monstrous shadows over him. Each one taller than the last and twice as dark. Some would have the carved faces of past friends, frozen in a state of lament, both in time, and stone. The only solace in the midnight world was a single patch of firm, fresh grass, with a tasteful tartan picnic basket - ribbons and all. Entirely devoid of food, yet still somehow quenching his desires. A single ray of light in an otherwise nefarious expanse, shrouded in atrocities unfit even for the infernal realms of hell. The lighthouse in treacherous waters, guiding him to the reliable shores that are his most vivid and treasured …show more content…

Necessities are the only occurrences now. The need for sustenance and hydration, primal urges. Personal hygiene being an essential and fundamental requirement in the modern era; similarly, grooming is expected, therefore performed. Concerns of fashion are retired in lieu of more pragmatic concerns, such as career and potential happiness. The mere notion of any intimacy is quickly disregarded as if James is able to divulge such thoughts for any length of time, he becomes increasingly unstable. He despised his new life, it’s disparity between the past brought many old truths upon his doorstep. He would glance towards the table, teeming with papers and letters, only to see the faint echoes of mornings past. He had assured himself that he would remain ignorant of all trinkets and trophies that were reminiscent of John, it was just too distressing to indulge. Despite his finest efforts, he would often break the ceasefire and consider an objects intimate significance, often to his dismay. He would only ever find sorrow in his efforts. He sat down with a bowl of Muesli, his breakfast meal of choice for any work day - he found ample comfort in the energy supposedly held by the rabbit food; in darkness, and companion-less, he ate his food, vehemently determined it would one day provide a surge of energy to his very much

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