Reflective Essay On My Journey

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While searching for a particular crossroad that has shaped my life and journey I was at a block, I sat for hours just trying to think of my past journeys and experiences. I decided to take a break and to pray about my autobiography and asked God for help with my words and memory. I then realized that I am currently going through a major journey in my life that has changed my way of thinking and living. I decided to focus on this crossroad that shook my world on May 24th 2015 at 6:57 am when my daughter passed away. I now understand why my mind is blocked from my past memories because I need to explore this new journey and learn how to live life after such a tragedy. In addition, this is the first time I have written out any feelings or experiences since my daughter’s death so most of my autobiography is based on raw and unexplored emotions. On May 24th 2015 at 10:30 am I received a knock on my door that would forever change my life, it was a detective from the Gresham police that was coming to inform me, in his words “I’m sorry to inform you that your daughter Adreanna died this morning”, at that moment my world stopped, I felt as someone was pushing on …show more content…

This was not chosen nor did I ever want to be on the journey but I believe God has a way of paving a way for grater things to come. I love God no matter what happens and I will never let the devil win. Some people blame God for the things that happen in their life but I blame the devil and am so angry at him, why would I give him the glory of being mad at God for this tragedy. The truth is my daughter fell into sin and made a mistake that ultimately ended her life on earth. This journey is not over but I believe will be an ongoing exploration of finding myself and rediscovering my

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