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I almost died. Okay, maybe I wasn’t knocking on death's door or anything, but to a fourteen year old, I thought I was a goner. The last real thing I was going to experience was my eighth grade graduation. “I hand this diploma to Kyllah Riann Glass in her final days.” But I’m getting ahead of myself. First, to tell you how I almost died, I must first tell you what happened. The day started of normal for me, but trust me when I say it didn’t end that way. First, I groggily woke up, took five to ten minutes to convince myself to get out of bed, and groaned as I began getting ready. In the background were the beautiful morning songs of my mother screaming at her sons to finish getting ready before they missed the bus, it was an everyday thing
in my house. As I looked in the mirror I began to fix my “makeup” for school, though it was more like a make down considering I wasn’t very good at it, but that didn’t matter to me. When I was fourteen I was beautiful, no one could outshine me, I was the cream of the- “What is that?” I spoke aloud. There on my collarbone was a bump, it was hard and painful to touch. I got nervous quickly considering I had never seen this bump until now and I had no clue what it was. “Mom!” I exclaimed as I ran down the hallway of my house. Quickly I found her in the kitchen and showed her the bump. “How long has it been there?” Mom asked as she inspected it closely.Thinking for a moment, I realized that I had no clue. I was young, scared out of my mind, and I had no idea what was going to happen. This day had officially become the worst day ever and it had barely begun. Here I sat in the hospital room recalling today’s events, I began to wonder if I had ever noticed the bump on my collarbone and possibly had just overlooked it. “Don’t be alarmed, but…” Those were the first words the doctor said as he walked into the room. Immediately my heart dropped, “You are going to need surgery. The bump is a swollen lymph-node and we believe it could be cancerous.” That’s when I knew my life was over, I was going to die. I was told the surgery would be in two days because they needed to remove the lymph-node quickly in case it was something dangerous. Two days later they performed the surgery and removed the lymph-node. I remember how drained I felt after the surgery and how hopeful I was of good news. I knew that the possibility of cancer was there, and truthfully I was scared. I just wanted things to be okay. I wanted me to be okay. I wanted to make an impact, I wanted to get my drivers license, i wanted to turn eighteen, and I wanted to see the world. But how could I do that lying on my death bed. A week later the doctor called my mother. During that thirty-second phone call I thought I was going to faint. That was until a smile grew on my mothers face. Immediately, I smiled with her knowing the news was good. “What did he say?” I asked urgently as soon as she took the phone down from her ear. “No cancer.” She smiled. At that moment the rejoicing began. So okay, maybe I wasn’t near death or even close, but the time I spent thinking taught me a lot of things. It showed me just how abrupt life really is. How nothing you plan is always definite. “I present this diploma to Kyllah Riann Glass as she moves on to better things. (That have nothing to do with death.)”
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I've always liked Fall. I like the falling leaves and warm spice drinks and chilly air and nice sweaters and the generally spooky vibes. Fall is a good time for me. Nothing beats it, not even the summer. The most important part, though, is Halloween. Halloween cotumes, loads of spooky-themed candy, costume parties, scary movies, everthing about it was something I looked forward to all year.
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Death’s whisper traveled in my ear, wrapping around my mind, “I can take you away from this madness. Beyond this hell, that is life.” “Will it be more peaceful there?” I asked. “As serene as heaven above.” Possessive Depression responded. My heavy heart fluttered at the thought of serenity. No more painful days, or lonely, restless nights. No more of this living death. Anxiety murmured all my insecurities tempting me to make the decision, as every tick-tock from the clock he held, echoed in my brain, putting fear in me of things that will never happen. I thought about the invitation to eternal sleep, “I would finally be able to extract this smiling mask…” Thus, I decided to join the dance of death, done dealing with my dilemmas.
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Have you ever had a moment in time that seems like minutes or hours even though it was only a few seconds? Have you ever seen everything before you play out in slow motion, where you are aware of everything around you, yet not knowing what was going on? I have, and as I look back on it, I feel very blessed and protected. On December 22, 01, I decided to take a little swim in our swimming pool and almost drowned. I still can remember it like yesterday. This incident almost cost me my life,
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It was a bright and warm summer morning when I woke from a good night sleep. Nothing prepared me for the dark, gloomy and sad day ahead of me. You see, this was the day that my cousin and childhood best friend passed away in an auto accident.
Two years and four months ago I died. A terrible condition struck me, and I was unable to do anything about it. In a matter of less than a year, it crushed down all of my hopes and dreams. This condition was the death of my mother. Even today, when I talk about it, I burst into tears because I feel as though it was yesterday. I desperately tried to forget, and that meant living in denial about what had happened. I never wanted to speak about it whenever anyone would ask me how I felt. To lose my Mom meant losing my life. I felt I died with her. Many times I wished I had given up, but I knew it would break the promise we made years before she passed away. Therefore, I came back from the dead determined and more spirited than before.
As usual I woke up to the sound of my father pounding on my bedroom door, hollering, “Get up! Get on your feet! You’re burning daylight!” I met my brother in the hallway, and we took our time making it down the stairs, still waking up from last night’s sleep. As we made our way to the kitchen, I thought about what to have for breakfast: fried eggs, pancakes, an omelet, or maybe just some cereal. I started to get hungry. As usual, mom and dad were waiting in the kitchen. Mom was ready to cook whatever we could all agree on, and dad was sitting at the table watching the news. The conversation went as usual, “Good morning.” “How are you today?”
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