Wait a second!
More handpicked essays just for you.
More handpicked essays just for you.
Under the influence of Confucianism
Under the influence of Confucianism
Under the influence of Confucianism
Don’t take our word for it - see why 10 million students trust us with their essay needs.
Recommended: Under the influence of Confucianism
(Exposition) The cold, intimidating, winter breeze finally arrived. But I wasn’t cold. The thought of her kept me warm. She who gives thy warmth and butterflies. Her name was Tiffany Tran.
“Whenever I see her, I get very hot and energetic, you know?” I said.
“Bruh, you told me that already,” Eugene sighed.
“She is all I think about,” I said smiling.
“O.M.G. confucious,” Eugene sighed again. Confucious was a nickname Eugene calls me because I’m Asian. It doesn’t make sense, but it is what it is. Honestly, that should be his nickname. But anyway, Tiffany was my crush ever since the 6th grade back in Federer middle school. We talked and talked. But now, as juniors in Djokovich High School, we just well, talked. I do my best to treat her like
…show more content…
“We’ll see what happens. Will he ask her out?” The 3rd Asian girl asked rhetorically. I was thinking. Like, should I ask Tiffany out when I see her? I thought about it for a minute. While I was thinking, the fire alarm went off. The Asian squad paniced and ran out of the hall. So did everyone else. I stayed for a minute. “Chau get your confucious ass out of the building!” yelled Eugene. “Chill, you know, I was thinking. I now know what I’m gonna do next. I’m going to-“ I was interrupted. “Move!” a security guard pushed Eugene and my ass outside of the building.
Pretty rude, right? I was going to swear the shit out of that security guard. But I got my ass outside, right? I then went to the parking lot behind a black car. I was about to say something to Eugene but I was rudely pushed. “Hey you! Fuck fac-“ I stopped. It was Tiffany. “Hi Chau!” she said happily. “Oh! Hi! I thought you were someone else! Sorry!” I blushed immediately. “What’s going on here?” Tiffany asked. “Well, you see, the school had a fire drill because of your mix-tape,” I said jokingly. “Wow! My mix-tape is that fire?” she said. “Yeah, totes. But I have one question for you,” I said
…show more content…
Eugene came with me. “Chau, was that what you’re were gonna do?” he asked. “Yeah… I think I should give up on girls,” I sighed. “Sorry man, the time will come one day,” Eugene said wisely. “You know, I’m just gonna quit women for now on,” I said. “But why?” Eugene asked. “I don’t want to try anymore, the only thing I will try to fulfill my dream as a flutist. Because, you know, flute is life.” I said proudly. After being rejected by Tiffany, I’ve thought about her less and less as each day passed. I would slowly forget about her. I would begin to notice her ‘Hi Chau’s less from her each day. Like, she says hi everyday but I just don’t notice her anymore. Like she doesn’t even exist to me anymore. “Eugene suddenly pushed me, forcing me to spill my Green Tea Frap I got from Starbucks. “Hey! What the fuck, man!” I exclaimed. “Bruh, I heard people saying Tiffany likes you now,” Eugene told me straight up. “So? Why do I care? I’m done trying to find love,” I said. “But bro, she likes you, and I heard it from a rumor. Like, she clarified it as well!” Eugene yelled, trying to knock some common sense into me. “Bruh, Calm down, its done, nothing is going to change my mind,” I said.
I thought to myself, “What could she possibly be doing at the same place I am?”
The silence was okay, she could’ve lived with that. But it was the coldness that scared her; the coldness suspended in the air between them: her mommy washing dishes in the kitchen, head bent, hair swooped to the side, hiding her left cheek, and her daddy, sitting on the sofa reading the Sunday paper in silent indifference. She was caught in the middle, with her toys scattered around her, shivering at the coldness of it all. She knew.
I look at my mom and shrugged my shoulders, “I don’t know, I think she was talking to her friend about a party or something.”
She looked up at his hard tone. "I was asking for your help on my list not an advice for my fucking dwindling life." She finally yelled at him, her voice reverberating in the now empty cafe.
“Fine.” She stated scrunching her eyebrows in frustration, whipping out her phone in the process.
“Well I seem to be put in a predicament where I am not sure what to do” I said very poorly. She nodded as to continue. “My mother has died from a case of yellow fever just a couple of days ago” I said with a teer about to come out of my eye.
It had been over a year, and I still hadn't seen her in the store. I honestly didn't know what I'd say if I saw her, but I tried to imagine it. I saw her father (I assume) every week in the store, the same red sash, the same yin-yang jacket, as he bought fruit and eggs and bread and beer and toilet paper. But he never bought fish. And I never said anything to him, and he never noticed me or said Hi. But she noticed me. She knew me. And one day, I knew she would be in the store again, and I would see her standing by the milk, and she would see me standing by the frozen fish.
“Yes! Look what a flute did to my arm!” a girl said in the band.
"If she did then why did you have to almost force her to go with you. I think you are taking this cool thing a little to far."
“Don’t you think it would be funny if we actually did win this game?” I asked.
“Whatever,” I continued “I’m late for class. Forget about the plans going to be library at lunch” getting out of my car and slamming the door so I could hear the bleep noise to lock.
“I’m sure,” I responded. They put me in a private piano class with the same teacher my sister
We started talking daily and after a couple months it evolved into a sublime but content friendship. Kara asked for my hand in a class on a beautiful cloudless morning. I couldn’t get myself to come to the realization that she might actually like me more than a friend. But I declined. I knew it couldn’t be real and I didn’t look forward to being embarrassed. It had to be a joke and even if it wasn’t, she was too good for me. I wouldn’t want to bring her down to my level especially when she could have any guy she wanted.
“Alright I’ll give it a try, but I can’t guarantee I’ll be any good at it,” I said.