Personal Narrative Analysis

All human beings experience anxiety, which may be a blessing or a curse. Nervousness can motivate one for that test that is looming in the future, or assist in the performance of various goals and tasks that require completion. While the heightened emotion can catalyze a needed result, if improperly dosed it can paralyze an individual and prevent successful outcomes.

During many of my years of schooling, my desire to achieve often became a detriment to productivity. The pressure to excel and resultant fear of failure impeded my ability to function, given a significant escalation of feelings of anxiety. I was left dumbfounded, despite the correct mindset essential for success, there was inherent risk of adverse repercussions! With perseverance,

I was able to complete my responsibilities exceptionally, yet much unneeded and unhealthy strain was a by product. I reasoned that as expectations increased, I would need a way to reduce these adverse feelings so that my success could be guaranteed with future, more difficult tasks. Consequently, I decided to take action.
One evening in particular, I was having a tougher time than normal in finalizing an assignment. I felt it necessary to take a break from schoolwork, and embark on the journey to my salvation. Through the internet, I explored methods to mitigate the effects of anxiety without resorting to medication. My first realization was being comforted in the knowledge that I was not alone. There were suggestions to discover a healthy outlet, such as listening to music or playing sports. Despite consummate effort these were temporary solutions, and I was seeking a permanent fix.
Despite weeks of persistent searching I was frustrated by failure and began to feel helpless. Eventually, on a night I remember as clear as day, I stumbled upon a video that provided the solution to my travails. It’s simplicity was only succeeded by its utility. I learned to “fake it ‘till you make it.” It was demonstrated to me that by mentally willing worry inducing thoughts out of one’s mind, they disappear. Indeed with the passage of time, this cognitive exercise became habitual, and eventually prevented anxiety provoking thoughts altogether.
The tension I now experience preceding a test enhances my study, strengthens my resolve, and buttresses my fortitude. Further, I acknowledge that with properly directed effort I can attain any goal to which I set my mind. Finally, I also hold dear to my heart a valuable lesson that was unearthed. Life contains many blessings and curses. It is not enough to do just with the blessings one is granted. Rather, it is how one takes their curses and transforms them into blessings, that ensures one success.