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The rest of the lesson passes as a blur, I try to concentrate but it seems to be made harder by the furious scribbling of pens around me. What could they possibly be writing?! I wouldn’t have a clue what the teacher was talking about and didn’t dare ask for help. Finally, after what seems like forever, the bell rings. Hastily I pack my books up with anticipation of getting away from this awful tension, even if only to step outside for 20 minutes. Its only recess, I still have so many long hours to come. I rush to grab my bag from my locker and shuffle slowly outside. I gain some bravery and make my way towards a group of girls. There hair is knotty, unwashed and who knows what lives inside of it. Not the people that I would normally acquaint myself with but, not even the school rodents would turn me away. I force the words out. My eyes weighed down, the tension not letting me face the beasts. ‘C..c..c ….can I sss sit with you” the words are out. I want to run away. Block my ears. Not wanting to hear the …show more content…
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