Love and Merit
If only our actions could earn us God’s love, then Sarah Ruth, a vehemently sinless woman in Parker’s Back by Flannery O'Connor, would be the most loved of all women. However, Parker’s Back is not a message of the achiever being loved by God. Rather, it is in those who are found lacking in many ways who seem to have Christ’s light shine upon them. It is Sarah Ruth’s husband, a man covered in sin which permanently sinks deeper into his skin who ends up sharing his life with Christ through a bond of love. That is love which is a giving of ones very self for the other. It does not seem that in contrast to the unstained Sarah Ruth that Parker’s life could lead him closer to Christ. What difference is there to separate the one who
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beats Christ from the one who suffers with Christ? Parker comes to realize that love is not based on merit. At age fourteen when Parker first desires to know why he exists, he tries to love himself by covering his body in colorful tattoos. When Parker meets Sarah Ruth, he seeks love in a new way from her through getting an image of Christ on his back. However, it is while Parker watches his empty shoes burn that he sees God’s love for him as completely unearned. “Until he saw that man at the fair, it did not enter his head that there was anything out of the ordinary about the fact that he existed.” (O’Conner 513) This is the start of Parker’s pursuit of love because in not taking his existence for granted, he shows through his actions from this point on a search for purpose.
Parker wants to have a purpose, he wants to be lovable. Just as the tattooed man was loved by the crowds so too does parker seek to love himself and have others affirm him in is worthiness of love. In a very actual way, Parker seeks to become lovable to himself through tattoos. However, every time that he added a new tattoo, the mirror would soon reflect something unsatisfying (O'Connor 514). A way in which he tried to convince himself that he had made himself loveable is in winning over women with his tattoos. For, they served to convince Parker that his tattoo creation was lovable. With every square inch of himself, Parker sought to create something that was worthy of love yet ended up always lacking. There was no way in which Parker could see himself as truly loveable despite every effort he put into convincing himself. So, he kept looking for that one thing that would make him …show more content…
worthy. When meeting Sarah Ruth, Parker took up his usual practice of making a woman fall for him by virtue of his tattoos. Yet, this produced only the opposite effect. Sarah Ruth presented a new and more rewarding form of love for Parker because of its challenge and because of its depth. Sarah Ruth is so concerned with sin that she is fixated on “forever sniffing” it up (O'Connor 510). To become lovable to Sarah Ruth, Parker needs to become more for her than physically exciting and so he does. In marrying Sarah Ruth, Parker abandons his pursuit of becoming lovable to himself and seeks instead to be loved by Sarah Ruth. “He envisioned having a tattoo put [on his back] that Sarah Ruth couldn’t not resist – a religious subject” (O'Connor 519). This proves two important aspects of the love which Parker is seeking. First, Parker would not get any tattoos on his back because there he could not see them so as not to be able to love himself for them. In getting a tattoo on his back, Parker is trying to make himself lovable to Sarah Ruth and not to himself. Secondly, the subject matter is specifically chosen to be something which she would finally love. This tattoo was supposed to show Sarah Ruth that Parker had a quality about him, shown visibly through this tattoo, that made him worthy of her love. However, Parker could not make himself worthy of Sarah Ruth’s love for she was determined to find a sin in his tattoo of Christ and that she did by proclaiming, “idolatry” (O'Connor 529). There is a moment when Parker knows that he is not worthy of love and yet is loved anyways for who he is.
Parker is saved from a one-man tractor accident which justly should have killed him because he caused it. Instead, Parker was flung from the tracker and the shoes which were on fire should have been on his feet to burn him as well. Yet, Parker gets up and runs away from his accident. Unscathed physically, Parker “knew that there had been a great change in his life” (O'Connor 521). This incident is not a moment of complete clarity for Parker; it is not as if all had been made clear in an instant. However, as he keeps recalling the image of the empty shoes burning into his mind, Parker is convinced that his life has more purpose than he ever thought before. It is in his best and selfless act of surrendering the last part of himself to the Christ, obeying His eyes, that Parker’s action shows that he sees goodness for himself as beyond his capability. In examining his soul, Parker sees that his whole life is a surrender to the movement of his spirit causing the spider web of his life to be necessary (O'Connor 527). How has every part of his life been necessary? It is not in his life’s achievements that Parker was loved by the Christ on his back; it is in recognizing that despite all that he had done, it is only in being Obadiah Elihue Parker that Christ’s love shined His light on him (O'Connor 528). Christ loves Obadiah Elihue in his self-surrendering despite his sin and
unworthiness. It is not in the tattoos that Parker becomes worthy of love and it is not in trying to become a sinless person to Sarah Ruth that Parker becomes worthy of love. It is in nothing throughout his whole life that Parker can see a moment in which he became worthy of love, yet Parker struggles to recognize how it can be that he can be here while his shoes burned in a field. Parker sees that not only is he not worthy of love but he is not worthy to be alive. On top of all this, Parker has nothing left to give, he has covered every square inch of himself and it still does not make him worthy of love. Without anything more to give, Parker is cornered into giving himself as he is. He has can no longer clothe himself in his tattoos, in his efforts, in the name he created. Obadiah Elihue Parker gives himself realizing nothing that he has to give is worthy enough and Christ’s light shines down on him.
Sarah was a woman who had gone through many hardships in her life. She thought she was doing well, but believed that the devil still had it out to get her. She even believed that it was impossible to be saved at this point in time. No matter what she did, she was going to perish in Hell. It was then that she felt the spirit of the Lord come down and help her banish the devil. This is what drew her to the religious revivals because they validated her testimony of the help from God. Her testimony was as good as any man’s and would not be questioned. This is what drew many women to the religious revivals. Their public testimony of the grace of God was just as good as any man’s. In the eyes of the Lord, a testimony was a testimony. It did not matter the gender of the person testifying. This was different from the old ways of the church because women were seen as quasi-equal to men. Whereas in the old ways, women were always below
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2. “I was truly alone, orphaned not only of my family, but now of Richard Parker, and nearly, I though, of god” Chapter 94