My Childhood Fear Was Dying By Laurie E. Hutzler

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In any good story, the main character must be a complex, human ecse character; flaws and all. Among these flaws must be the one thing that drives them to do the things that they do, their wound per say. My character’s childhood fear was dying. This fear would not necessarily have a large impact on their life, however it could represent something much more sinister, something like the fear of the unknown. This fear would drive someone’s life because someone might not know what it’s like to be in a relationship so they would then fear getting into one.This fear drives, fuels or is behind the character’s mask. According to Laurie E. Hutzler, “the character tries very hard to deny, bury or ignore this fear” which is speaking to how, in real life, a fear would control a character’s everyday life (Hutzler 16). The fear drives the character to believe if it is discovered then they will be unloveable or unloved, which causes them to do anything and everything to keep it from getting out there. The mask is worn to cover the fear. My character’s mask is that they seem cold, calculating, and even emotionless at times (think bitch face). This can be effective in keeping people away when one …show more content…

Do they want to be more loving? Do they want to be more open about things? All of these are good examples of what a true self could be. In a triumphant story a character becomes his/her true self. True self is “an expression of the character’s truest . . . most authentic self. These traits represent the character’s real self, whole, complete and healed” (Hutzler 27). My character is searching for confidence to be who they want to be. In a triumphant story a character removes the crutch and looks at their wound with the intent to fix the problem, which results in them becoming their true self. Remember, the only way to fix any kind of wound, emotional or physical, is to look at it straight on and then go about healing

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