Love story

As the day’s went by everyday seemed a little easier to get up in the morning. I stopped wishing for myself to die in my sleep. I began to live again and be able to meet new people and be okay how I felt. Just like the feelings for Mathew would never go away ether did the new feeling for Timothy, I new even id I tried really hard that it was going to fallow me around. Every day that past when I was in Therapy it became a lot easier to talk to Timothy. I then began to open up with Timothy he seemed to have a lot of things that Mathew had which at times made me sad and happy. I could tell Timothy liked me as well but I new he was hurting from his lose of loved one as well. We strictly kept is in a friend zone.

Until that summer of 2004 Timothy came up to be and said a little bit shyly if I would go on a out with him for lunch. I looked at him and told him I would have to ask my parents. He did something only one ether guy did, which was Mathew he already asked my parents. I then told him yes and to give me a second I needed to go to the bathroom. I then cried of joy and sadnest of how much I wanted this but felt bad for wanting it. I had to continually tell myself that Mathew would want me to be happy so I put my game face on and walked to Timothy and said lets go. He took me to a fancy resturant and told me that he was happy that I said yes. That date was very beautiful and sad, but there were many more dates to come.

Every day at therapy we sat by each other and then after word we would go get super together. Which summer was coming to and end and I would have to go back to school and not hang out with him as much. But on our date he surprised me and said that he was going to go to the same school as I was, so that I didn’t ever...

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...yed the night there in his arms. I felt so safe and so normal for the very first time in a long time. I loved the connection Timothy and I had and I wouldn’t give it up for anything.

That year of 2004 is a year I will never forget. I lost my soul mate and found another one. Not many people get to expericance that love twice. Most would tell me they were sorry for my lose. But I really one to be able to have that connection with someone is amazing and then finding anew connection. Timothy and I have been together ever sense that summer of 2004 and I would never change it. We have been in love for so many years, I can’t even explain how much love we have between one each other. I will always love my teen years even if something were sad, but the good over rides the bad. I will always be apart of Mathew in my heart and I will live for him and how he always had hope.