James Weldon Johnson's The Autobiography Of An Ex-Colored Man

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The narrator of James Weldon Johnson's The Autobiography of an Ex-Colored Man is a biracial man struggling with his racial identity. The narrator’s mother is an African American woman who was a seamstress for a prominent white family in Georgia. His father was the son of the family that his mother worked for. Born during Reconstruction, the narrator moves with his mother from Georgia to Connecticut, removing him from interaction with his father. During the early years of his childhood, the Ex-Colored Man identifies as white, for no one has made him aware of his racial identity. After it is revealed to him that he is black by his, his processes of understating his racial identity begins.
As the narrator struggles to find his identity, there …show more content…

When the Ex-Colored meets the Widow, he is living as a gambler and ragtime musician in New York City. At a place called 'The Club' is where he first meets the older white woman and her black male companion who highlight the connection between race and economics (Balter 60). At the time of their meeting, the narrator identifies as a black man, and because of the nature of the Widow and her companion's relationship, he does not enjoy the sight of them together (Johnson 58). However, the Ex-Colored Man is infatuated with the Widow. She is drawn to the narrator's identity and “[becomes] so marked” with the narrator it concerns his friends (Johnson 64). The behavior of the Widow is destructive; she uses black men for her enjoyment and pleasure. Thus, what the narrator perceives as being her admiration of his “artistic temperament and skill” is instead her trying to gain him as another one of her "companions" (Johnson 65). However, the narrator uses her in a similar way. The Ex-Colored man also depends on upon the patronage of the wealthy Widow (Balter 60). Although the narrator did not financially support the narrator, she gave him affirmation. While in New York, the narrator has been exploring his black identity. He interprets the Widows attention as her approval of his identity. Moreover, the narrator believes he is justified in his use of her because she is …show more content…

The identity of the Ex-Colored man is “performative”, and what he does at specific times aid him in determining his identity (Dobie 112). After witnessing the lynching in the South, the narrator resolves to move back to New York and “let the world take [him] for what it would]” (Johnson 99). It is in this identity, as neither a black or white man, that he meets his soon to be wife. When he meets her, the narrator marvels at how white she was (Johnson 103). After meeting her, the narrator changes in how he chooses to identify. Once he came to the conclusion that he was in love with the woman, he assumes and plays the role of a white man (Johnson 103). Meeting this stunningly white woman causes a new conflict with the narrator's racial identity. Wanting to be racially ambiguous, the Ex-Colored Man now takes on the role of a white man. The woman and the possibility of marriage have now forced the man to reject the identity that he thought he would be comfortable

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