James Mcbride Character Analysis

1653 Words4 Pages

Every person goes through phases that change their personality. James McBride has gone through many transformations throughout his life. The people in his life and the environment he lived in had a lot to do with his transformation of a person. He started off a curious, worried, confused child to a rebellious, high school drop-out, bum teenager. Luckily he got control of his life again and became a successful, accepting, proud adult. Every child is a curious child who seeks answers to satisfy their curiosity. James curiosity made him ask his mother questions that she never really answered. For example, “I began to notice something about my mother, that she looked nothing like the other kids’ mothers” (McBride 12). Here James noticed …show more content…

His curiosity made him ask the following question to his mother: ‘Then why don’t you look like Rodney’s mother, or Pete’s mother? How come you don’t look like me?’ (McBride 12). James noticed that his classmates were the same skin tone as their mother, however since James was dark skinned and his mother was white skinned he questioned if she was his biological mother but she made established that she is his mother. James never understood why his mother chose to live amongst the black community until he became an adult, but as a child he had no clue why but he knew she was at risk because she was a white woman. Here James states, “But there was a part of me that feared black power very deeply for the obvious reason. I thought black power would be the end of my mother. I had swallowed the white mans fear of the Negro, as we were called back then, whole” (McBride 27). A black kid usually wouldn’t be worried about their mother living in a black community but given James circumstance, he had a white mother which was not seen too often at that time so out of love, he was worried that his mother would be harmed for being a white person living amongst the black community. For having a white mother he was often teased. Wanting to live a …show more content…

For example, Jack who was his sisters husband gave him some words of wisdom to start changing himself for the better, ‘Put yourself in Gods hands and you cant go wrong’. I knew Jack was right and when I got back to New York in the fall of 1973 for my junior year in high school I resolved to jump back into my studies and rebuild myself… I lay in bed at night praying to Him to make me strong, to rid me of anger, to make me a man, and He listened, and I began to change” (McBride 161). After spending some time with Jack, James wanted to fix his life. So he resorted to God for help just like his mother did and God came through for him. James is now on the road to a bright future. Later in time he managed to get accepted into Oberlin College for his strong musical abilities. After a couple of years he decided to track down his mom’s side of the family, the Whisky’s. When James did some research he came across some answers and he had an epiphany. For instance, “A penetrating loneliness covered me lay on me so heavily I had to sit down and cover my face. I had no tears to shed. They were done long ago, but a new pain and a new awareness were born inside me” (McBride 229). He thought of his mother’s family as another family. However his sudden realization of all the pain that his mother went through because of her family was his family too. James has accepted his mother’s

Open Document