Identity In James Mcbride's The Color Of Water

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German aviator and religious leader President Dieter F. Uchtdorf stated, "It is your reaction to adversity, not the adversity itself, that determines how your life's story will develop.” In James McBride’s autobiography and memoir The Color of Water, his true self is revealed in the way he and his mother, Ruth, handled adversity. Throughout his life, James struggled to discover his true identity. Like many, he made mistakes along the way, but through the actions of his mother, Ruth, his story developed “like a Tinker toy” (McBride 270). As James writes his mother’s memoir, he connects her memories like a puzzle, rebuilding and formulating the story of his life and his identity. Growing up with discrimination, a core belief in faith, and a strong …show more content…

When describing her childhood, Ruth states, “Nobody liked me. That’s how I felt” (McBride 80). While listening to Ruth explain the prejudice she endured during her school and social experiences, James began to see one piece of the puzzle: he came to understand the similarities of the same hateful comments concerning their race and the looks they received “with hate in their eyes” (80-81). Ruth experienced bullying in her schools with girls who did not like Jews, and then again as a white woman living in a black community. Since Ruth had first-hand experience with anti-Semitism remarks and racial degradation, she raised her children to see themselves and the world without the bias of color. James realizes that to understand his feelings about his mistreatment as a black child, he first has to understand his past teachings from the lens of his mother’s eyes. As James interviews his mother, he realizes that the discrimination they both endured and prevailed from solidified their relationship and ultimately helped James to rebuild his life, his puzzle. Providing stability, religion was the most predominantly important idea in the life of both James and

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