Humorous Wedding Speech: I Do Not Let Anyone Into My Personal Life

Good morning Bishop,
I usually do not let anyone into my personal life, but I am struggle right now. I used to go to my mom or my Uncle James (Rev. James Crowder) for advice, however they are gone now and I been holding in so much stuff it is starting to get to me mentally. My main focus is my relationship with Kenny. Therefore, I am going to let you have it all from the beginning so you can give your honest opinion.
I met Kenny when we both were technique in relationship. When we first started talking, we were just supposed to be platonic friends. However, he started telling me about his relationship problems and I was there to listen to him and tried to get him to work with his girl to make the relationship work because he said he loved

Nonetheless, Kenny talked me into letting him move in with me. Everything was going fine at first. I was truly happy, which I had not been in over 10 years. Then one night Kenny went through my phone and saw where a male friend of mine (which I have known over 12 years) sent me money to get my tire fixed. I usually do not accept money from people but I needed it because I did not have the money and Kenny was not working at the time. Once I received the money, I told him thank you sweetie. I did not mean anything by it; I just use that when I speak to just about anyone who helps me out. He flipped on me and I saw a side of Kenny that actually scared me. I explained that the boy was like a brother to me and nothing more. He called the dude and he told Kenny the same thing I did. Then I asked Kenny since you can go through my phone let me so yours. He told me no and I actually snatched the phone from his had (yes, I know I was wrong for that), but before I could even look at the screen Kenny had grabbed in a bear hug (it was so tight that my ribs were sore for days). We made up and agreed to move on from that

I prayed before I went to bed and ask God to show me what was going on. So, I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and when I was walking I stepped on Kenny’s phone. I picked it up so I could get it out the floor, when I did the screen lite up. I could see where he had been message different women but could see everything because he changed his passcode on me. I woke him up and told him to get out because if I wanted someone to be unfaithful to me I could have stayed with my husband. At first, he played dumb as if he did not know what I was talking about. Then he said he had found a friend because he had a dream I had went back to my husband. In other words, he had a dream and it gave him the option to look for someone else. When he told me that I just broke down crying, I just told him that he said he would never hurt me like that or dishonor my trust, however, he did and it truly crushed me. After I calm down, he told me that I was always taking up for my husband every time he said something. In all reality, I was just trying to keep Kenny out of trouble because he want to fight my ex. So again, we decided to try to make things work.
Now, I see that he is kind of distance from me. We do not talk or spend time together as we used to. He will find anything not to be with on Saturday, we only get to see each other on Sunday, and that is at church. I am far from the clingy type but