How Did James Mcbride Become Afraid Of White People In The 60's?

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Through James McBride's lifetime, growing up he has always wondered why he and his mother didn't look alike at all since he was black and she was white, questioning the fact if she was even his real mother. As a young boy, James is often curious about the unspoken life that his mother once had, a secret perhaps, a unheard of life never talked about or perhaps a forgotten past. Since his mother never talked about her childhood and other basic information about where she grew up and what life was like, James grew up such a curious child because of the fact he and his mother were completely different skin colors and when he asks his mom if god was black or white, she says “God is the color of water, water doesn't have a color” ( 51). In James …show more content…

With recent collaboration about black people and the popular civil right activists, the black power movement had helped James figure out much more information about himself especially because he was black, “ Most white folks I knew seemed to have a great fear of blacks” (31). The reason why most white people were afraid of black people in the 60’s is because there was the upcoming black power movement which led many people to think there would be a rise in tensions among black people and white people meaning there can be an increase in violence. But being black and having a white mother led James to quickly realize what other people thought about him and his family, “I could see it in the faces of the white people who stared at me and Mommy and my siblings when we rode the subway, sometimes laughing at us, pointing, muttering things like, Look at her with those little niggers” (31). At the time it was considered wrong and disturbing for black people and white people to have relationships together or even be around each other without receiving racist remarks. Its significant how James as a young boy, is able to piece together clues to figure out who he is, with and without his …show more content…

It's not until he’s writing a story about his mother’s life as a grown man, where Ruth decides to talk about it with James instead of pushing it away, “There was no turning back after my mother died. I stayed on the black side because that was the only place I could stay” (232). Ruth tells James how she stayed on the black side yet no matter what the occasion was she faced forms of racisms for being white in a black neighborhood but for also having a black boyfriend. Once again at the time it was pretty much forbidden for blacks and whites to be together because of segregation, “You weren't accepted to be with a black man and that was that. They'd say forget it” (232). Ruth didn't care, but society did and later on she would marry another black man who would marry her and end up being James father along with his siblings. Its interesting how after a long period of time, Ruth decides to tell James once and for all her

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