Girl Monologue

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“No, you have support from your parents’ and_” Then it hit me. There was a reason why she didn’t tell me this. Memories of our first days, the days when I hated her. My feelings were different. “So what do you work as?” I ask her. “I paint,” she says still blushing. “Impressive” I smile at her. At the same time I’m hating myself so much, you can’t really erase the past no matter how hard you wish to. "I’m_” I stop myself this is so hard. The word sorry won’t come out from my lips. “There is something that I don’t show to many people, I want you to see something” she says and takes me wheelchair. She opens the door to the basement. (Song for this part: Outer Space/Carry on – 5seconds of summer) It’s dark but I can smell the fresh paint. …show more content…

“This is beautiful, so” I gasp. I see the celling, it’s blue. A dark universe with many stars and planets. I’m impressed. One of the four walls catches my attention. There is a dark cloud over a girl with a black umbrella. You can only the girl’s back and a long path. I see this one for a long …show more content…

Her finger is on the black umbrella. “There was a time in my life when I didn’t have control over my own life. I felt so lost. School didn’t matter, nothing matter. I found every way to feel loved by any person that crossed my path. As I see it now I can understand that it wasn’t love but desperation. My dad left an empty spot in my heart that I tried to replace with so many men. One night I ran away with my English teacher. I was only fourteen, I thought that he loved me. I was so naïve to realize that he wasn’t searching for love. My mom found me before I could leave the city and had enough. We moved to Brazil to avoid the big problem that I had put myself into” My heart freezes, I don’t even dare to move one finger. All this feel like another language for my ears, Foreign and unknown. Is this the same girl from that story? Not that I judge her but it’s hard to believe that a person like her has been through a situation like that. There was a silence between us when we couldn't tear our eyes from each other. “But you changed” I say feeling like I’m elevating into the space when my eyes are on her sky blue

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