Commentary On The Book 'Numbers' By Rachel Ward

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I recently finished reading a book by Rachel Ward titled “Numbers”. It is an extremely thought provoking novel as there is something unique about the protagonist. Dates appear in her mind when she looks into someone’s eyes; dates predicting death. As a child Jem constantly saw the same number when she looked at her mother, but only realized what the dates meant the day her mother died. Jem became a foster child at the tender age of six, and since then she grew up to be a very isolated person.
Because of these unfortunate events and her special ability, Jem displays traits of being an introverted person. She is forever lost in thought with her own feelings and minimizes her contact with other people. “I like to find the places where nobody …show more content…

She grasps that there is absolutely nothing she can do to erase or change the depressing facts that she holds in her mind. Jem states that “People just don’t seem to get me. Don’t understand that I need my space” (Ward 6). Jem doesn’t know anyone with her abilities, she feels like no one will truly be able to comprehend what she has to live with. This is her reasoning to why there is no point in letting others in. Jem reminds me of myself in this aspect. I am generally a shy person until I get to know the other person. I have known my friends for years and we are very close. I am hesitant to let others in, however I realize the importance of being welcoming. Jem begins to learn this later in the novel. “If you’ve …show more content…

“You get used to someone—start to like them, even—and they leave. In the end, everyone leaves” (Ward 7). She feels this way because she was only close to her mother, but feels like her mother chose to leave her. Her mother was a drug addict and Jem is angry that her mother made such bad decisions that ultimately lead to her death. This is understandable, however Jem does not appreciate the precious moments her mother and her shared. She emphasizes only the negative. Jem also says “We’ve got the future all mapped out from the time we’re born” (Ward 133) and “It’s like it don’t matter what I do because the end will be the same” (Ward 192).Jem believes in predestination—that the situations she is in will determine where she will go in life. I believe she thinks this way because it is easier for her. If she looks at life like this she does not need to strive to be better. She does not need to try. This reminds me of Reef from the novel “The First Stone”. He is also in a similar situation as Jem as they are both from foster homes and environments were they are not expected to be different from the other teens that live there. Other evidence that suggests that Jem is pessimistic is when she says “We all know we're one day closer to the end when we wake up in the morning. We just kid ourselves that it's not happening” (Ward 77). This attitude will definitely make her gloomy all

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