Beloved One's Death

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Whether we acknowledge it or not most of us fear that death will come for a loved one. The intention of this essay is to share my own story of a beloved loved one's death. It will involve what happened, the setting , what i did, and just my opinion about death.
When most people think about death they think about never being able to see a loved one again. This is true however i would beg to differ, death is a moment where people should reflect on their and loved ones life. I have experienced a death of a loved one on September 2,2016. One of the many close cousins that i have was diagnosed with cancer years before his passing, he was fighting a battle that that he would not be able to win. Before, his passing he was incubated, the reason for …show more content…

I got the news of his passing when another close cousin arrived at my home to tell break the news to my grandmother. I was reading a book and my grandmother doing her laundry, my cousin asked where my grandmother was and went to her. At that moment i knew what had happened and i knew my grandmother would be heartbroken. He walks through the kitchen into the laundry room and told her “Mamina le tengo que decir algo. (Mamina i have to tell you something.)” she answers with “si que pasa mijo? (Yes, what happened son?)” he says back to her with a overwhelmed face “Mamina el Joel se murio. (Mamina Joel died)” my grandmother instantly starts to cry. I tell my younger sisters to go to their room. After i send my sisters to their room i go back and i stand in my living room in shock. My cousin then says that my mother and older sister would get off early and will be arriving shortly. Me and my cousin were sitting down on the couch and my grandmother sobbing and receiving phone calls. When my mother and older sister arrive they immediately leave with my cousin and grandmother to the hospital where the rest of my family. I stay with my younger sisters. I go to my bedroom and try to explain to my oldest sister about my …show more content…

I always say the best way to deal with feelings is to not deal with them at all. Now that i reflect on this i cry and let myself express my feelings behind closed doors. The first step to understand how could something like that happen to you or why you would someone you love is to accept it because no will can take away the pain, no one can let yous see you loved one again. I am still in the process of dealing with my cousin's death. The only things i have left of him is his picture and voice in my head. In fact, the last time i saw my cousin was when he came to my home just to hang out, talk and eat my families food, he was skinny and could tell he was in bad shape but no one said anything because we all new he’d make a joke of it. My way of dealing with death would be thinking of a memory and letting yourself cry for five minutes or less never over five minutes. This has really helped because i at least let myself feel something, at least some kind of emotion besides faking that my cousin

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