Analysis Of The Essay 'Walk To Morning' By Joseph Boyden

Walk to Morning Assignment.

The essay, “Walk to Morning”, by Joseph Boyden details the failed suicide of the author. If one was to describe said story with a single word, no word would do better than the word decision. What is evident to the reader in the beginning of the story is how the author was mistreated the night of his attempted suicide, claiming she “was, saying nonsensical things and being mean to me”. At any time during this sudden change of attitude, the author could of made a decision to inquire about the cause of this sudden hostility. If this action was taken, perhaps his girlfriend would of at least explained the causes of why she wanted to break up with him or at least give him some meager sort of comfort following the break up.

Nevertheless, his besottedness with said girl clouded his mind of any logic or reason; even to the extent of justifying her actions through drunkenness. All this made his sudden fall from her favor more emotionally devastating than it needed to be. Many people in life have a calling which keeps them fighting the battle which is life. A purpose to continue even when times turn the bleakest.

For Boyden, his girlfriend was all this. Boyden’s decision to put so much trust into her despite “...some of my friends said she didn’t deserve me” should've caused him to rethink doing so. When one is in love, they often overlook the flaws of their partners. While Boyden was oblivious to them, his friends could easily see those flaws. If Boyden had made the decision to listen to the advice of his friends, this entire incident could of been avoided. Nevertheless, the break up was sudden and came as a huge shock to Boyden who never expected it. To see someone whom he regarded as his reason for living suddenly abandon him caused a sudden spiral into depression. It is also during this time where we see Boyden jump in front of an oncoming car to attempt to end his life. This decision is the most impacting one which would have lifelong effects. Although Boyden could of seeked the support of family and friends, his choice to instead end his life shows how he had became “...too scared to live”. One can infer from this that Boyden no longer trusted people as of what happened with his girlfriend. Still reveling in the shock, his delusional mind probably thought that everyone would abandon him

like how his girlfriend did so. The decisions which Boyden made changed his life forever. Although many were little decisions he made, they were part of a bigger picture when put together. If during this story, Boyden had chose one of the other options available, one can only guess that none of this would've ever happened.