Accepting Death Monologue

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Death is something that is hard for the human body to comprehend it's like an ominous shadow that haunts you. For a relative death is hard to understand it's like a part of you that you have leaned on your whole life isn't there anymore. That person is gone and they are never coming back no matter how much you pray, cry, or lose yourself in the utter want of that person back. You see the strongest people in our lives shed a tear people can't fight the feeling of loss, because death is inevitable. Back in April I got a call to say that my father has been found dead as of last night. Murdered. I could feel nothing, everything that was going on in my life stopped in time all I thought about was our last conversation. He was drunk and I said I …show more content…

I visit them every chance I get that summer I talk to them when I don't even know if they can hear me. My sister comes too but my brother stays eyes shut only 7 years old. August he passes away and I become eternally numb. I am not the same. Friends act like they understand that they can help but no one will ever understand what this means to me. My step father gets a call our close family friend has died in a car crash now I'm in pieces a fraction of what a human being should be made up of. Shots go out of the rifles from the commemorative services, flags are folded, people are huddled together, everything is the same, a scripture is read, roses are put on the casket, I've been through this same thing three times. But each time the memories of there life flash through my mind but the great memories stick and keep replaying over and over like some cruel trick; In the late Of the night when I want to forget a dark shadow casts over my heart and causes my body to shake and tremble with grief like I've never known before. And people will always say I'm sorry I will be here when you need me but no one can save me from the utter loneliness I feel in the night. No matter how much

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