Cause and Effect of my Hallucinations

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The cause and effect of drugs seems like an easy topic to write about, you take drugs to get high and the effect is that it screws up your life. Well, thats just stating the obvious. My story is slightly more unique than that. I started drugs because I was not satisfied with the everyday life. Life was just too boring and routine for me.

My sophomore year of high school I discovered my brother's ADHD medication, Adderal. My first experiences with Adderal were pure satisfaction. Take enough of the drug and you will sit in one spot for 8 hours talking your head off and it will feel as if it was only one hour. It was the most content feeling i have ever experienced in my life. Adderal effects everyone differently, most just feel that satisfying buzz but for me it was so much more. I hallucinated, the best description I can give is the scene in the movie, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas when the main character Hunter S. Thompson does Acid. My favorite hallucination was one night after taking five 15 mg pills, I was sitting on my bed observing my room come to life, all the inanimate objects began to move. Electric tape held up a picture my friend a drawled for me on my wall. The electric tape left the picture and crawled across my room wall then across my floor like an inch worm. The hallucinations I witnessed were mesmerizing. I was terrifying that I was actually seeing these things but at the same time I couldn’t look away.

Any kind of trip you have from Adderal should only last 24 hours, but for some unexplainable reason that no one else was experiencing, my hallucinations weren’t going way. They were not as intense as the acid trip comparison as I made earlier but yet any wall I looked up at would begin to sink into itself, a...

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...ake lots of friends, insisting that my 3 best friends were not enough. I thought to myself, can no one really figure out was is going on?!?! I can’t be the only person this has ever happened to, is it that big of a mystery what is happening to me? Doctors, psychiatrist, and school consuelers were always left perplexed by my story.

I lived with these hallucinations for a year and a half, and then slowly the began to fade away. I almost miss my secondary vision, it diffidently made life more interesting and thats what I wanted in the first place. But don’t get me wrong, I still have odd problems that make me feel crazy, but none of them are as unique as this one. When I began to take Adderal I never thought it would have that kind of effect on me, but it diffidently justified the cause, breaking my life out of the normal every day, whether anyone believes me or not.

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