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In Dickinson’s poem, she used the speaker to connect to the toll of performance on the self and the mind as seen through the perceptive presented in Sandra Runzo’s paper. Just as she uses in many of her poems, in her poem, “I FELT a Cleaving in my Mind,” Dickinson uses images of the mind and self to connect to the disconnection Dickinson may have felt in her own life. Another aspect of the poem is the performance to maintain this appearance of a “woman” and slowly losing a part of one’s self and mind the more time a person puts on a performance that is not of their true selves. Runzo discusses in “Dickinson’s Transgressive Body” that Dickinson, “in imitation of the body’s transcendence of culturally imposed limits, spaces of confinement permute …show more content…

This poem speaks to the fear of slowly losing one’s self and mind because just like the persona, they are helpless to stop it, just like the “Balls—upon a Floor” (8). The speaker appears afraid of losing himself or herself completely, but cannot stop the process once the “balls” start to roll. Runzo wrote, “Dickinson repudiates these ‘normalizing’ cultural definitions of her life; through her invocations of law and convention, Dickinson disconnects herself from cultural conceptions of “woman” in Victorian America” (Runzo 5). Runzo noted in her article, Dickinson has a disconnection from the culturally defined ideas of being a woman, and in this poem, the speaker certainly tries to be a part of the society that tries to define them, but also suffers from the same disconnection as Runzo describes about Emily Dickinson. The lines, “The thought behind, I strove to join / Unto the thought before--/ But Sequence raveled out of Sound” suggests that the speaker, at least, has tried to be a part of the society around them (5-7). The poem also shows that the performance of being someone the speaker is not has taken a toll on the speaker such as in the choice of the words of “raveled out” and the break after the word, “before,” as if to show the speaker’s attempt at performing is halted, and then the “But” shows her failure in her performance. Not only does Dickinson recognize the dangers of such performance, she uses her poem to demonstrate that the performance itself of being a woman does not guarantee the acceptance of being a “woman” in Victorian America. Dickinson’s “I FELT a Cleaving in my Mind” presents readers with the conception of the cost of performing in our society and the losing of one’s self and mind through this performance. While this poem was written over a hundred years ago, this poem offers a perspective on how the performance of one’s

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