Theme Of Existentialism In Grendel

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Grendel, a book written by John Gardner, retells the epic of Beowulf from the perspective of a lonely monster who struggles to find his purpose. By peering into the life and perspective of Grendel, Gardner encapsulates the themes of, “form is function” and nihilism vs. existentialism. These themes coincide with Gardner’s childhood. On their family farm, Gardner had a cultipacker, a machine that crushes dirt clumps and creates a smooth seedbed. One day he drove the cultipacker with his siblings Sandy and Gilbert. The engine ran out of gas and jolted on a downward incline. Gilbert was thrown out of the cultipacker. It continued to move forward as the huge machine was on an incline, crushing Gilbert’s head (Stanton). At just 12 years old, Gardner …show more content…

Although there was nothing Gardner could do to prevent the unfortunate event, he still felt at fault. This lead to his struggle with his purpose, strongly correlating with Grendel. One of the most obvious themes in Grendel is, “form is function.” This theme was introduced in the very beginning on the book. In the first chapter, Grendel watches a ram climb a mountain. He says, “the old ram stands looking down over rockslides, stupidly triumphant” (Page 5). Here, Grendel finds that the ram is stupid because he follows his function. As a ram, its function is to climb. Grendel, being a hopeful monster, believes that there is more to him than eating humans and giving them heart attacks. He shows this by ridiculing the ram for not pursuing more. I think this connects to Gardner’s childhood in a way that shows how he reflected on his past self that was almost paralyzed with guilt. After Gardner killed his brother, he was the ram who didn’t pursue more than his function. Now, he is Grendel. He believes that he is capable of more now. Another portion of …show more content…

When we encounter the Dragon, we learn that he can see the entire future. This shows that he can see whether or not life has meaning. Existentialism is introduced when the Dragon says, “Dragons don’t mess with your piddling free will” (Page 63). The theory of existentialism is that you determine your own purpose. Humans serve a purpose until they die. When they die, their purpose dies as well. However, the story also tackles nihilism within a few pages. Nihilism is based on the belief that life is meaningless and has no purpose, whatsoever. The Dragon shows that he believes this when he says, “A brief pulsation in the black hole of eternity. My advice to you.. My violent friend, is to seek out gold and sit on it” (Page 74). Introducing both concepts within a chapter shows a struggle that the author, John Gardner, has faced. Witnessing the death of his young brother, who was only 7 years old. Someone so pure and youthful had died before he could do anything with his life. Gardner’s struggle is way more understandable once you learn about his personal life. He had to wonder whether or not life had a purpose from a young age. These are vital components to the story of Grendel and show how Gardner took his own experiences and used them to make his own variation of the famous epic,

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