Theme Of Darkness In Sonny's Blues

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Throughout life we attach our own personal feelings to everyday things. We sometimes attach our feelings to objects the people think have little to no value, but for us it's more than that. Us as humans we are emotional beings, and we tend to find comfort by symbolizing parts of our life to ordinary things. For instance there are people who view splattered paint as just dried splattered paint, while others view it as the tears of their past. “Divine symbols which have been given to mankind from time to time speak to that forum of truth which is within our hearts, and waken our consciousness to divine ideas entirely beyond words” (Max Heindel). In the story “Sonny’s Blues” we are able to analyze that the life of Sunny and the narrator is filled …show more content…

The darkness in Sonny’s life is the possibility of death because of his drug addiction."Tell me," I said at last, "why does he want to die? He must want to die, he's killing himself, why does he want to die?" (Baldwin 295). Drug addiction has the biggest amount of deaths world wide, it starts off with a little try and then leads to lies and unimaginable actions. Like the narrator my sibling does drugs, the darkness in her addiction is the close friendship she has with the possibility of death. The darkness is also transmitted into the narrator's life because he has the fear of losing his only brother. “...In my own face, trapped in the darkness which roared outside” (Baldwin, 292). The narrator’s darkness is from within. Since the beginning of the story the narrator is more concerned with his own life and is very conceited. He always views others in a negative way and he always thinks negatively. For him the darkness is the life he lives and the life others choose to live. The narrator feels that it is pointless to teach high school math to a group of kids who might not get out of Harlem. He also acknowledges that there might be something good about drugs. “All they really knew were two darknesses: the darkness of their lives, which was now closing in on them, and the darkness of the movies, which blinded them to that other darkness, and in which they now, vindictively, dreamed, at once more together than they …show more content…

It is also a break through for both the narrator and Sonny. In the beginning his brother viewed him as a nobody with no future. Once he finally saw his brother playing music he realized that music was his future. Jazz music was Sonny’s escape from his childhood and his present struggles. Music is where he is able to tell the world how he is feeling without really saying it in words. “And Sonny went all the way back, he really began with the spare, flat statement of the opening phrase of the song. Then he began to make it his” (Baldwin 312). Music helps Sonny free himself from the darkness that he carries. When someone who loves music plays it they feel free to scream to the whole world their dirty secrets without being ashamed because those who dont understand dont look through the fine lines and realize the true meaning of what's being said. Music has a way of expressing a million emotions in just a few words. When Sonny plays his music he makes it his own and as he plays the piano, with each keystroke the pain and the worries leave. He becomes a new man filled with light when he plays the music because the darkness is no longer within him and its when and where he truly feels happy. The narrator watching Sonny play the piano was a breakthrough for him because it's where he realized that he could be happy and free too if he listened to his heart and followed his dreams. “Freedom lurked around us and I understood, at

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