Ted Lavender Character Analysis Essay

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War is hell. This is the concept of war, however few experience it. Soldiers are molded by their experiences, they learn, conform, and revise. The War in Vietnam wasn't something that Lieutenant Jimmy Cross was prepared for. He day dreamed in order to disengage himself from his current situation. In the beginning of the story, Jimmy believed that Martha, his muse, was much more interesting than Vietnam. Eventually, when his man died sensibility replaces imagination. Jimmy, as a leader, is dejected, the realization that his lust for Martha and his duty to his men can not cohabitate, overcomes him. A major element at this time for Jimmy is repentance, to learn from his mistakes and cope with them. Ted Lavender's death in William Timothy O' Brien's …show more content…

The constant feeling regret and guilt. As the leader of Alpha Company Jimmy feels responsible for the casualty. The narrator describes the feeling as "something he would have to carry like a stone in his stomach until the end of the war." (107) Jimmy's young age and inexperience amplifies his grief. In Jimmy's mind, he has never made proper love to a woman. However, now he's tasked to lead men through a strange and hostile environment eight thousand miles from home, and now one of them are dead and it's his fault. The narrator paints Jimmy as a "kid at war", "in love" and "twenty four years old."(104) Also, Jimmy believes that he could have prevented Ted's death if he was not distracted by Martha. When Ted died Jimmy pictures "Martha's smooth young face", he thought "he loved her more than anything" and blames his love and imagination for Ted's death. …show more content…

Jimmy comes to the conclusion that it was indeed his ideation of Martha that leads him astray. He develops a cynical outlook, and tells himself to resent Martha. The narrator expresses this by stating "He hated her. Yes, he did. Love, too, but it was a hard, hating kind of love."(111) The feeling he has for Martha is not burning hatred, rather he hates himself and Martha for how his this pathetical relationship with a woman that didn't love him back effected him drastically. This is derived from the author's statement on the nature of his hate, "He was realistic about it, there was a new hardness in his stomach, he loved her but he hated her."(111) As Jimmy works on the emotional aspect of hating Martha, he decides to deal with the physical ties he has to her as well. In a symbolic gesture Jimmy burns all his correspondence with the young English Major. The text describes the scene: "On the morning after Ted Lavender died, First Lieutenant Jimmy Cross crouched at the bottom of his foxhole and burned Martha's letters. Then he burned the two photographs ." ( 110) The notion of Ted Lavender's death forces Jimmy to revaluate his priorities to stay alive himself. It could have easily been him who was shot while relieving himself. The narrator reinforces this by saying "This was not Mt. Sebastian, this was another world... a place where men died because of carelessness and gross stupidity."

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